oh my looooove

oohie. seems like i'm getting back into my old net-addict days.
my mouse is spooky. it moves by itself. my light is spookier. it works as it pleases.
i was flipping through my old report card and ccrs. seems to me that most teachers thought i was a bum! oy! am so majorly offended hmph!
bleah!
i am not really. i think.
today we had a spot check. scary scary. shall not go into detail. but shall whine.
whatever?? whee?
okay i really have nothing to say! except that my shoulders ache and that i still have writer's block in the sense that i dont know what to write for yjc.
and that oh, mr renu has resigned. =(
dang.
but it was so.. peculiar.. that pn farah actually made us stay back after assembly to tell us the facts. (rumours were flying right?) still so odd.
anyway.

stupid stupid stupid.

move over monday blues. tuesday blues are here.
i am to be excused (i demand it! hah.) of any ridiculous behaviour and off-humour.
but i shouldve guessed, right? i shall list down why today sucked, suckls, and probably WILL suck. (after all, erm, read my blog, die of excessive me.really. =P )
1. the unholy number of mosquitoes i fed while on front gate today. itchy legs. using the wrong page.
2. the lecture we got before IT.
(sej was an 'okay okay' cos we got our marks back, and i was not to upset by mine.. i guess.
3. bm was NOT okay at all cos we got our marks back. hate it.
4. break just about CONFIRMED what i said abt today being a bad day. i mean.... well. reasons i so shall not say why. but i shall mention tghualt ie rfeuajlhloy arlsmfovsht dfied cfrqy adfltieor. booo. (i just remembered. i think only ly would know what i just said. hee. maybe zulle? forgot jor!)
5. chem. add math. careless mistakes galore.
6. lunch. had rpp duty. no clues as to guessing why that sucked majorly today in particular.
7. physics. marks. imply anything? of course, by this time, i was a little numbed. still reeling from break. and of course, a growling stomach. mreowr.
8. after school. sighs.
9. PIANO later. ignoring the fact i havent touched the book since what, lesson on sat?? yay.
the best day imaginable, isnt it?
dont forget, more to come.

its days like this one which make me just wanna crawl into the bed and bid the day adieu. or crawl into a hole and pull it in after me.

ready or not

yes, i've been reading meg cabot.
guilty as charged, i'm a big fan of feel-good books. or movies really =P

okay.
to-do list. while i'm on the comp waiting for my parents to return from coffeebean. (i cant believe i'm missing the fab fab yummy fudge cake. whatever possessed me to say NO to it?!)
-article for yjc
-blog
-nothing
-nothing
-nothing

send in the clowns! oh gosh, loveitloveitloveit. hmmm... "its a breakup" damn sad. it makes such a big difference when he talks before singing.

to all chocolate maniacs, guess what dad told me the other day? chocolate increases brain power! hah! go us!
of course, dad cant say something nice without an insult. he smirked at me, and pointed at this massive bigass pimple that's been leeching on my forehead. i couldnt resist. i pointed -"BRAINPOWER. HAH."
so if you see my face full of pimples, just think of it like this : i;ve been eating choc-my brainpower has increased-insult me and erm, face the wrath of my increased-brain power. HAH.

i hope i didnt really fail. *hide under blankets*
the anticipation just makes it worse doesnt it?!

i fought the law!

god. one week of hols over? damn. i havent lazed aboiut enough, and now i have to do hw. darn. =(

oh my gosh

i'm updating! faint! i will anyway.
severe writers block now, but somehow its always easier to blog when theree's chem research to be done =P
heee what can i say? i;m only human. =P

i wonder a lot about our politicians. and their views. and then i wonder about my own. maybe i'm just a stupid little brat who has no maturity to comment or to even HAve an opinion.. but i just Have to get it out of my system. doesnt the whole calling-out-to-*censor*-to-build-their-own-arms thing sound a wee bit too much like a terrorist-like movement? and you cant generalize *censor* as one big united front and anyone who isnt *censor* as the enemy, now, can you? i mean, the so-called enemy might be another *censor*. pirftummah. right. whatever.

nvm. as i said, i probly AM just a wee little brat with zilch maturity. or interest really. i guess.

anyway, my articles in yjc have disappeared! *sniff*hurt! oh well. i guess they probably weren't suitable? shall make a mental note to ask nick about their faults. yup. and i havent written a review on i not stupid too 2! it was incredible. really amazing. nothing like what i expected, i mean, the name kind of gave the impression that the show would be just a bundle of not-so-funny-cheap jokes. and it wasnt. it was brilliant.

what else do i have to say? hm. seems like blogger's block has struck again! lol.
ly's coming back on the 12th of june! miss that sakai lady much.

prefects camp! was TERRIFYING (but fun, i guess.). but i guess i shouldnt say anything about it here... =S. so... *zipping lips*

hmmm...........................................................................
i havent spoken properly to so many people for so long! sighs... =( i dont wanna like, menjadi renggang... oh well.
speaking of which!
MY BM SUCKS NOW! seriously! i worked hard to improve my bm last yr@! and now i write lk... lk... a upsr kid! AURGH. help. =(
and OHMYGOD. i had this HORRIBLE dream that i failed math. and everything else too, for that matter. full of careless mistakes. and the teachers were like, "oh gosh, how could you be so stupid? aren't you supposed to be in the clever class?" seriously. am so scared now. was considering calling mr lee just to ask whether i DID fail math.... but decided against it, i mean, he would've thought i was this crazy maniacal mark-obsessed stalker; and the stereotype, or rather, what the teachers-and everyone else for that matter- imagine our class to be.
ohmygod.
AURGH!