Friday, September 23, 2005

ten things i hate

a) haircuts. esp when you emerge with hair shorter than your hairdresser. honestly, maybe think my mom should tip him more.
b) red ants. esp those nasty enough to jump on the head of unsuspecting ppl below the tree and attack. owie.
c) pmr. bllody gov. trying to kill us early. and bloody bm.
d) sej too. and kh. and geo.
(nb:i DID promise to not use the net till pmr overness, but ummm resolutions made for no purpose, right?! sorry darren?! hahahah)
e) my big mouth and klutziness and self obsession
f) that bar of black forest in my fridge. i can hear iit from here. its calling me... "annnnnnn, come get a piece of me.... yummiee....." oh my GOD i just rmbed i have a bag of junk food too. shit!
g) odd skin and metabolism.
h) hmhmmmm!!!! ruffled hair! esp if its ruffled with guava and spaghetti sauce and all that... ew.
i) umumumumum. yet to come??! loll. results? pretty and hot and perfect girls? cos i'll cant compete with them?? hahahah. i dunno.

its deloveeerrliee!!!!

Monday, September 19, 2005

beyond the sea

sandra dee is/was gorgeous man. but amy adams is even prettier!!! *envy*. i would want plastic surgery except who wants to look lk a bad carbon copy?! hahaha!
lalallaal.
love bobby darin's songs!! must-hear.
raining days can be bad.
should go study. i hope. aiiiihhhhhhhhhhhh i hate it. its so near and how the heck am i going to get 7As?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?! oly shit.
PRAYYYY
prayy
speaking of which, i'm not famous but today i had *gasp* paparazzi! (note, i will rmb this, just YOU wait! hoik.=p)

Saturday, September 17, 2005

studying vs pointless-article reading... hm!

Article1.
Some of us love math. Many of us just hate it. According to an AP-AOL News poll of 1,000 adults, almost four in 10 of those surveyed said they hated math in school. That's twice as many as felt that strongly about any other school subject, reports The Associated Press.
But not everyone hates math. About 25 percent of those surveyed said it was their favorite subject, which is about the same number who chose English and history. Slightly less chose science. Of course, math is one of those subjects that appeals to people who like clear cut answers. One plus one is two. Those who find such a black and white process overwhelming, prefer subjects that have a bit of gray and allow for interpretation and debate.
What's alarming about 40 percent of us hating math? It complicates efforts in U.S. schools to catch up with those math whizzes in Asia and Europe, notes AP. Math and science are critical to research, innovation and economic competitiveness, making it vital that students have a solid grounding in all subjects so they can become well-rounded citizens and skilled workers. How do we get kids interested in math? Fifth-grade math teacher Dianne Peterson of Merritt Island, Fla., told AP the key is to make it fun and capture their imagination at a young age. "I do a lot with music with them," Peterson told AP about how she teaches the multiplication tables. "I've got some CDs that go over the facts. Some of it is rap and some of it is jazzy songs."

HM!

Article2.
Here are the results of the Leger Marketing-Canadian Press survey of 1,052 adults that was conducted in January. Participants were asked to choose the three attributes they most valued in a potential mate, so the numbers add up to more than 100 percent.
What women want most in a man:
1. Faithful partner: 54 percent
2. Respect the other person's independence: 40 percent
3. Ability to listen: 35 percent
4. Physical attraction: 13 percent
5. Being good in bed: 6 percent
What men want most in a woman:
1. Faithful partner: 47 percent
2. Respect the other person's independence: 36 percent
3. Intelligence: 35 percent
4. Physical attraction: 26 percent
5. Being good in bed: 13 percent
The best place to meet that special someone:
1. Introduced by friends: 40 percent
2. Chance or luck: 17 percent
3. Introduced by family: 11 percent
4. Sports or social clubs: 7 percent
5. Work: 3 percent
6. Bars: 2 percent
7. Internet: 1 percent
8. Newspaper classifieds: 1 percent
Here's something that should gladden every heart: Fully 90 percent of those polled believe it is possible to be happy with the same person for a lifetime.

article3(notsouselessla!. thoidontthinkitsasinterestinghm.)
With great tragedy often comes great heroism. And in this sense, Hurricane Katrina is no exception. While heroes come in all shapes and sizes, many children seem to be rising to this occasion.
Whether it's the poignant image of a 6-year-old boy holding a 5-month-old and leading a group of five toddlers to safety in downtown New Orleans or the lemonade stands run by children popping up on street corners and country roads across the U.S to raise money to help hurricane survivors, growing numbers of children seem to be pitching in however they can.
But what effects will this tragedy have on the mental health of those children who have been most affected?
"Most people when faced with trauma feel that if there is something they can do to feel more constructive, they will do it," and children are no exception, says Stuart Goldman, MD, a child psychiatrist at Children's Hospital in Boston.
"The majority of children faced with trauma do try to rally, but many can't rally that much," he says. "The images of young kids taking care of younger children are probably the marked exception, not the rule."
For kids who do pitch in, "there will be no change long term if they can go back to the way they were before the tragedy," he explains. "Resilient kids are surrounded by supportive adults that guide them and they feel as though they have the capacity to make a difference in their life." For example, the 8-year-old who is helpful to younger children has a positive resiliency factor.
"If you cope well that probably sets you up for being in a better position later," agrees Gail Saltz, MD, a psychoanalyst at the New York Psychoanalytic Institute in New York and the author of Becoming Real: Defeating the Stories We Tell Ourselves That Hold Us Back.
"A child who is able to do something that helped will be in a better place down the road because they were able to exert control and not be a victim," she says, adding that such behaviors take away helplessness.
Kids who didn't lose a parent or their home will get back on track as the school year starts and things return to some semblance of normalcy, Goldman says. However, "kids know being sheltered in the Houston Astrodome who will be there for the next three months and whose families have lost everything and will have to relocate are at the greatest risk for 'nonresilience,'" or the inability to bounce back from tragedy or adversity.
"Poverty and disadvantage are all risk factors for nonresilience," he says, "and that is the population that took it on the chin with Katrina."


Article4.
Men in love are men in lust. Women were right all along! Men really do have only one thing on their minds: sex.
When a couple falls in love, no doubt they each think the other feels the exact same way. Science tells us they don't. Using a functional MRI scanner, researchers from Rutgers University in New Jersey analyzed the brain activity of 17 young men and women who claimed to be madly in love. They determined the following, reports Science Daily:
A woman in love
* is an emotional woman, who isn't particularly focused on sex. The memory regions of the brain are the most active, driven by the attention lavished on her by her new boyfriend.A man in love is a man in lust. His brain shows extra activity in the visual areas that mediate sexual arousal.
The early stages of a romantic relationship are a lot like eating chocolate--at least as far as our brains are concerned. The dopamine-drenched brain is very focused on planning and the pursuit of a pleasurable reward. The same regions become active when we fall in love as when we enjoy the pleasure of eating chocolate, says lead researcher Helen Fisher. More ominously, the brain in love also shows patterns that resemble aspects of obsessive compulsive disorder.

i seem to be occcupying my time doing stupid stuff. *BFcomingup!!hahaha*


hahahahhAHAh.
anyway. i think i have a bad effect on muffy and nelson. generally they HATE the choc drops for dogs. but today i gave them some and they practically vacuumed the choc drops down!! was very very shocking. oh well. at least their choc is harmful to them. in fact, the dog chocolate drops smell very, very, good. hm. doubt its a good sign. whoopsiedoodles!
gaffys claws hurt. booboo.
jade came bck yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, September 16, 2005

oh noo.

i have a cylic quadilateral on my face. i'm gna die for pmr bm. and sej. and my kh marks have been plummeting. geo drilling i;ve been asking ly for ALL the answers. eng i think i will selfexterminate if i dont get an A and now i'm scared i might not. sc i'm afraid i blank. math. ohh shit what if i make 100000000 careless mistakes? how would i face the class. hm.
over the past 3 days i've bought 4 bars of chocolate from the supermarket. today i polished off 2-3 rows of cadbury, black forest. its good. will finish tmrw. also will finish kinder bueno tmrw. and start on kitkat. and will attempt to finish milo nuggets =s. kilos, they see me.
pmr is bad.
is sweat sposed to be cold? =s. oh well.
i hate time. i hate violent ppl. i hate overhypersensitive ppl. i hate hating them. i dont wanna grow up.

Thursday, September 15, 2005

crack alert!

ly is a maniac. mmhmm! =) [*prays that ly fans dont assasinate me before my chinese show is over*] what other kind of normal person
a)writes "GLOOP. FLOOP. DLOOP. CLOOP. MLOOP. SLOOP." all over the-person-shes-sitting-nxt-to's bm book?
b)says:"take a chill pill!"
c)advertises: "stress less!" (yes, it WAS an original ly creation)XD
d)and the latest..... Be Berani. the slogan that has been terrorising very many many of my books recently.
yawny yawny yawn yawn yawny! mooncake festival is on the 18th i think! lanterns! yay! so what if i have yet to acheive mental maturity. enjoy childhood, right?
OH!
e)right? RIGHT! (jade and ly. god i miss jade! shes coming bck soon too, but bloody pmr looming near. buuuuu)
yestterday i almost walked into the wrong class. until i realised i had no idea who the ppl were, and i couldve sworn i knew the faces of everyone in class. lucky for me. it was 4sc3. hm.
i realised i AM a kepo and i DO enjoy kepoing ppls wallets. =p heehee! i guess i should let ppl kepo mine too then. ie remove stupid smartcard with horrible pic. hahahahaha.
poor ainessa they were bullying her today! but her pic was cute! baby cute.
my chinese show!!!!! *gasp*

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

meanie!

van, chii fen and *most* of the girls in 3cemp are evil meanies!!! hmph!!! i was so so so scared tht pn azizan really was mad at us all and wouldnt let us in!!! and then she walks by us and comments. (me kinda blur and freaked out- didnt realise it was geo, doesnt get it until zulle starts laughing) PFT!!!! hmph. ahahah. tho i bet they found it funny. it was notnotnototnotnotnotnotntonot!!! hehehehe boohoooo!
tmrwtmrwtmrw. i feel lk the song. the hyper one twoooo-MOURRRRRR-ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWW!!!!!! i love youuuu tooomooorrrrouuwwwwwww!
20 more days.20 more days.20 more days.20 more days.20 more days.20 more days.20 more days. i'm trying to scare myself into a little bit of studying but i seem immune. marks are terrible la!!!!! pkaye was slightly upset with her marks, but i got lower.... =( bhoohoooohooo. nvm i will think happyhappythoughts. lk the many kitkat bars waiting for me in cold storage. although having 3 bars in less than 3 days has resulted in 3 nightmares on my face, and i have discovered that if you join the dots, you get a right-angle triangle across my face! bloody hell! hahaha. happy thoughts. nice mantra? hahahaha
i actually enjoy scribbling on water-bottle-thingys. its fun!!!
i prefer scribbling on ly's paper.
ly and i were talking abt our marriage ceremony thingys. she says - "you must come to my wedding(s)" hahahaHAHAHHA. weddingS? hmmmm... *raise eyebrow(s)* *nudge several (2 actually) ppl* of course, she erased it so my proof slash evidence is gonee! =(
lullabye!!! desperate hsewives tonite!! i wouldnt mind being bree at all XD. but actually have a good husband and family of course. stupid andrew van de kamp character. hahah.
come into my tuuummmmeeee oh so verriieee yuuummmummmiee
oooh!!! my stupid chinese addictive show! i'm missing it! chinese soapish shows are a little bit lk drugs in that sense....

Monday, September 12, 2005

yakyakyak

datin talked for an hour. more i think. one freaking hour. on her opinions. dearie me. it was boring. and sitting nxt to weng means having to watch his hands travel to wjs knees... then go up up up until wj cant take it no more... hahahahha it was disturbing.
driving abt taiping with dad is very over-informative. as he tells us where they used to go to get ummm... prostitutes. it was lk *cover ear* i'm innocent. ahaha
zzzZZZZ so sleepy!!!!!
datin is a very opiniated woman. pah.

(wikipedia. hohoho)
Unrequited love is love that is not reciprocated, even though reciprocation is desired. This can lead to feelings such as depression, anxiety, and mood swings such as swift changes between depression and euphoria. The experience of being in unrequited love is often one of limerence.

Unrequited love can result in obsessive behaviour or transform into hostility to the object of desire (emotional rejection), leading to behaviour such as stalking. This has often caused the afflicted person to be further victimised by name-calling (such as "pervert"). However, unrequited love has also been the inspiration for and topic of many great works of art.

Although being in unrequited love can be a torture, it can simultaneously be a source of great joy, and even provide the lover a sense of satisfaction at having somebody to love, even though that love is not returned. This may be seen as "worth" the emotional duress.

Although unrequited love can last a very long time -- many years, or even decades -- the lover's feelings usually reach a breaking point as they continue to deepen. The love typically ends when the lover receives reciprocation from the loved (consummation), such feelings subsides (starvation), acknowledgement that their feelings will never be returned leading to suicide or the person channels their devotion towards another, more reciprocative, object (transformation).


(this is proof that pkaye is not a stalker.... rite?)
zzzZZZ!!!
i'm taller than a teacher! i just forgot her name =(

Sunday, September 11, 2005

mozzies love me.

they do.
went to taiping this weekend. the number of mozzies and flies.... cripes. my poor old grandma i nvr wanna grow old and senile! honestly. she recognised my dad tho. and his voice. and she spoke to us a lot. apparently she barely does. unfortunately my dad couldnt stand seeeing her so... tiny that he didnt hang around long, and my mom is a bit blur sometimes, and both ming and i are as bananas as one can get. tho we did understand a bit... when my dad was looking at her wedding photos he said "lai ku looked quite pretty last time!" then ma-ma said "ngo ji kei leng di!" hahahHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA we were lk *terpegun*
anyway, its late.

Saturday, September 10, 2005

greasy french fries

did you know..... having french fries everyday increases the chances of breast cancer.

Love an icy cold soft drink? Then choose a root beer. Of all types of soft drinks and canned teas, this one does the least damage to your teeth.

Researchers from the dental school of the University of Maryland, Baltimore determined that non-cola soft drinks, including ginger ale, Mountain Dew, and Sprite, as well as canned iced tea are much harder on teeth enamel than any other kind of canned drink, due in large part to acidic flavor additives, such as such as malic acid or tartaric acid, reports Medical News Today. Root beer has the least additives, making it the best soft drink for your teeth.

mmhmm. root beer for me. moohah.

how many more days to pmr. me nono. hjow scarry!!
budak-budak hari ini!


Urban Legends. A man from a small town in Kentucky had refused to cut his hair for over 30 years. One day he decided to get it cut. After the barber started to cut his hair, he gave a scream and ran off. His wife later found him dead at home. The coroner found that when the barber had tried to cut the man's hair, he had hit a nest of red-backed spiders that began to bite the man,eventually killing him.

Thursday, September 08, 2005

mum as a ummmm. dead fish. i'll just stare.

yesterday there was this show on 8tv i think? what girls learn. its nice. but so sad. the poor mom died of cancer!! sighs. and there was the patriot too so dad and i were fighting over the control thingy. well i won, being the bigger tv addict with an amazingly louder voice. but the show was sad =( their mom! and poor guy she left behind. i nvr want my mom to get cancer. shed be strong but i wouldnt be...
bloody wj and weng contenged my bottle today. i mean, what the fuck. can they just fucking leave my stuff alone?! and i;ve got mutton curry all over my pencilbox now. =( and my sej and math papers. its seriously, seriously, very very very disgusting. do they not know that my pencilbox may get attacked by ants? and its gross. who the hell gave wj the right to touch my stuff and dirty it?! i know its such a teeny thing to be irritated abt when theres lk starving and all in the big big world, but its irritating. its lk so the geram actually. i really wish i could make wj scrub it until the curry stain comes out. and if ants attack my papers...... and me, worse still, esp if before pmr....... curse the bugger.
i'm learning to use a lot of bad words.
i should learn to be less easily irritated/annoyed.
ms selvi called me Kah ANN the whole of today. faint. so astounded. hahah!
sometimes i wish i could just take bck what i said. me and my stupid, big, fat, mouth. i'm so sorry. ='( aiiiiiiiiiih.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

there is was a house in new orleans

lol. laaaa!!
today = kai sherns bday. we sang happy bday to him. was so cool to see him so happy.
also sze wens bday today. and my sister's.
bitchy rant!!! hahah. spilling my soul out to cyberness. lollll. no asking who.
i love love love love love pn zam. its not really fair in a way, but i mean, its generally more comprehensible for those who get B. in a way, its lk, working to get an A and those who got an A are just working to be well, better i spose. but i spose to the other ppl its lk, punishment for getting high. but i dunno! at the same time its bloody selfish yet, not? and i found it really really irritating.
and then i had to endure a whole day of nic yei's going on about my upgrading to an A. and abt how noble he is in not wanting something he dsnt deserve. i mean, what the fucking hell?! he could've gotten the A too if he just ASKED her nicely! and if he dsnt want to, well, its not my fucking fault! and its not lk i begged and threw a tantrum. i just asked. once. i mean. why does he have to hold it over me? if he dsnt want an A, so what if i want it and i got it when he didnt even ask her?! its so fucking upsetting. such a fucker. ugh. its not lk he was particularly sympathic okay. when pn zam read my marks aloud yesterday he asked if he could clap for that. i couldve strangled him on the spot. i couldve pushed him off the connecting bridges between the two klcc towers. i mean, ugh. up his. the nobler than me person who has no scruples in demeaning other ppl lk jun kit when he has no right to.


you know what, i dunno. i'm just glad and grateful to pn zainab! hahaha.
i'm glad i have some friends, at any rate. wthout zulle, ly, pk, ks, hy, weng, khu, the rest, i'd be mad. and without my family i'd die!hahahah.
-i am a bitch. gah.

Monday, September 05, 2005

kiasu kiasu

i HATe bm. hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate. i dont care. i'm going to argue. i'm going to be lame. pump pump pump it up. pump the kiasu spirit up! haha. i hate bm. its pulling my average down by...... many %s. i lost lk 6 marks so far thru careless mistakes!! and i KNOW i flunked eng. and kh too. fuckfuckfuckfuckittyfuck!!
if i get a B for kh and eng. shit.
nvm. think happy thoughts.
it;s amazing how kiasu our class is! the sengitness of lys and ks's marks is very, VEry close. of course, it previously was lk... their marks. (-20/30 marks) then everyone else's marks. typical. pffft! lol.
i seriously dont lk it when i'm not allowed to see my english paper and *other* ppl can see everyone else's english paper. and look at the marks. and comment on the mistakes. and all that. its just not fair! i mean, so what if shes the daughter of an important person in school? its not fair, and i'd rather see my paper before she does! fine i'm kiasu. too bad for me.
*pray for kh**cry for bm. pray for a miscalculation in p2.**relieved sigh for geo**groan for math**sigh for sej**wish beyond all hope for eng**groan for sc*
i hate bm.
i hate having to deal with a whiner worse than me constantly. emotionally unstable being. cant stand.
went to la bodega today. the waiter jade commented abt is still there. methinks he got a promotion.

Sunday, September 04, 2005

when you put post trials, a lazy bum, and a good negotiation, you get...

hmmhmmm.

1)Total number of books you own : ummm. i dunno. most are my sisters! heehee?

2)The last book you bought - umumumumumum. calvin and hobbes for zulle? i'm not allowed to till pmrs over =( stupid thing.

3)The last book you read... umm. halfway? lucas! whole-way (ee that sounds wrong.) mister god, this is anna. the latter was exceedingly preachy. nvr heard of such a goody goody eight yr old as anna.


4)Five books that mean a lot to me

-mmmmm............... sweet valley high? the one where todd lks elizabeth and he kisses her? was one of my fav fav fav when i was young. (the guy pictured as todd on the cover was cute. lol!)
-pride and prejudice. i never got over the fact tht i finished it, and my sister, the literature freak, didnt. and that it wasnt that bad after all. even tho mr darcy was so old and it was such an icky thought tht hed be together with elizabeth bennet!!!!
-mansfield park. traumatised me for life. the cousins freaking got together! they were lk first cousins! and they got together! how gross! their children might get those diseases?!?!?!! and yet i really lked the book.. =s.
-beatrix potter!! my family was going thru freakishly hard times and yet they got me the set of seven bks for my bday i was so happy!!! i used to read it while playing on this toy car. i'd put it on the steering wheel and ummm "drive" around the floor while reading. i hated the goose woman thingy! all the books are lk for children, but notice they have such dark undertones? lk tchaikosky's (thts his name?) dance of the sugar plum fairy thingy...
-wuthering heights. it was cool. i felt empathy, disgust, and yet sorrow for heathcliff. and catherine whatshersurnameiforgotnotlintonthoherdaughterwaslintoncosshemarriedlinton...oh her surname was earnshaw!!!! i hated her!!! so the ggrrrrr selfisher than me. thats a near impossible task.


5)Tag five people and have them fill this out on their blogs

pk!
ummm..... nickq!
hy!
khu!
sling!

Saturday, September 03, 2005

odd names huh.

my sister has a few frens with odd names.
a) Cinta Mani. an indian girl. if yuou dont know what mani is.... ... aiiih. too pure.
b) Zakaria. (Zakar, according to kamus dewan. yes i'm bored... is kemaluan laki-laki. mmhmm.
i was thinking. can you blame willy wonka for being a bit mad? i mean. his first name is willy. think bedazzled.
nvm. i shall not say!!
='( am upset. dont fren you.
i love the fox and the hound. the vixen is soo cute.
i have no idea what i want to do with my life. nothing arty farty. emotionally, spiritually-i want to have an impact on ppls lives. not bigscale lk the whole world. i mean, itd be fine, but i;d rather do something normal and brain-needy and have a family and a close circle of frens and relatives and leave a good impact on them. i want to be loved by those i lvoe, who dsnt! occupationally (lol)- i want a job that benefits me and my majikan. dont care so much abt the masyarakat. i mean, not harm them, but dsnt neeeeeeed to benefit them. selfish immature me. but its true. i want a steady job with a good income. i wanna be good at it. i cant decide, i guess i've got to really experience f4 and a levels before i know what course to take. i dont wanna be anything to do with blood. or needles. or live flying ants! or anything that involves public speaking. maybe i'll just crawl under the bed and nvr grow up. i'll fly off to neverneverland and nevernever grow up.

Friday, September 02, 2005

caspers song

trials voer!!!! yeah!!
hahahahahah
budak budak hari ini
selalu meng-sms org dikasihi apabila bosan (coughkcoughhcoughu)
selalu bertanya tentang program yang ummm. ditayangkan (on) tv untuk memberitahu mereka yang dikasihi
selalu cuba memujuk org yang diidam-idamkan untuk mendapat MSN Messenger supaya dapat ber(flirting-flirtingan).
hahahaha
nvm. i'm not poetic. nor is my bm good. bleah!
ghahaha
to celebrate the overness of the Big Bad Trials...... i shall watch a lot of tv. hee!
got bck math marks today. okay la. but i threw away four marks in carelessness. stupid. and i KNOW i screwed kh. and eng. and maybe geo, sej, bm, sc. hope not. pray!!!!! and lk same class as the terrible ppl ks ly jackie jun kit. hmmm. terrorists are ppl who inspire fear rite? so, note. kai sheng is a terrorist. ly is a terrorist. my mom is the biggest terrorist to me. hee. the piano is a terrorist.
you'll seee boyss!!! i lvoe rent. hahahahahha
so. 31 more days to pmr. lol!!! and abt 40 days to R&R!!! ahahahahah!!! =D=D=D
anyway!!!!
its not fair that ppl can argue for marks so much, as to up-mark 9 marks is it? especially when they dont need it (as in they have A already) and they dont really deserve it? but they do. and they end up getting really high. even tho the only way they get it is by harassing teachers until they give in! surely they feel guilty? hahahah. at least the toppest ppl dont. =) oh well not me not my business. heehee!!!!
whats dinner?