Thursday, April 28, 2005

teachers are mean and nasty.

firstly, pls applaud me.
i have just acheived my all-time record. have finished a brand new correction tape in less than 24 hours. blame the stupid math workbook.
today was essentially 100% boring. had moral first thing. mr shong time was ok la. mrs ganesh made us do a lousy banner. in a mood of tak bercooperativeness, i let zulle and ly partner up to do. well actually i didnt intend on doing anything, but in the end i saw hannan there and decided wth, might as well do. well. lets just say both hannan and i are not artistically inclined. that we are both lazy as pigs. that our poster resembled....... um....... umm..... flying dead chickens? hehe. so much for gratitude towards labourers. more lk tribute to deadness.
tmrw i'm going pangkor. we found out the groups today. i am in a group... which has nooone i know. except zulle. whos not going. not counted. wait i have elizabeth chin i think. sister of the terrifyingly good swimmmer megan chin. i dont know her. she dsnt know me. yay. can i pls skip it? nvm i'm being negative thinkingish person. shall stop immediately.
kai sheng was being a jackass today. someone really should tell nictan abt his TERRIBLE behaviour!! ;) lol jk. dont eat me i'm not yummy. and killing me is not worth it! anyway, yeah. this bugger over here was poking po leen around her waist there. ickyfying. and this bugger lk sorta pinched my thigh! urgh. ks if you ever do that again i'll injure you. seriously.
kerja kursus is rubbish. pointless crap that they make us do for whaaaaaat?

today i was the STATIONERY GIRL. so fun. not. i tell you ahh. going into the math lecture almost made me wish i could just run out. my testpad is lk 25%ish depleted and i have yet to collect about 5 of my pens? so funnnn. pffft. takes a lot of self motivation of "i will be nice" to not jump out of my chair and yell SHOP CLOSED!. nvm. i shall be nice and shut up now.

i need to shop. for tmrw.
i need sunblock
shorts.
batteries
a whistle, apparently.
an armsling. ew. not happening.
most of all, a good teman.
hurrah.

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

fcuk a dcuk

ohkay. i'm back from aussie!! hurrah for me. i think my brains still on holiday tho. been extremly tired and lazy the past few days. wait. years. anyway. perth was dry. tho it rained. there are jellyfish in the river man. there are so many couple berpaktohing in perth too. its kinda romantic scenery i spose.
today it rained! hehe. =D nvm i'll shut up now. alriteys.
feeling kinda v left out cos i didnt go sskills. or sports day. oh well. suck for me.
omg i neeeED temans to pangkor man. the only ppl i know confirmed going are sheng, shivani, christine (i think thats how to spell her name?) nigel and darren. sheng, pls be going. begging here?my printer is in a crazy mood and has printed pix with lines all over. crazy. oh it needs new ink. whoops.
teachers are on murder spree.
and i gotta go do my hw now.

Thursday, April 21, 2005

nah yaw dong. cannot belasah me.

Nazar
-14 tahun, Tingkatan Dua, akan menduduki PMR
-anak tunggal, ayah Pak Sahar, ibu Mahyun
-pelajar yang pintar
-baik hait
-penyayang
-sabar, tabah, kuat semangat
-berjaya dalam PMR, lanjutkan pelajaran Tingkatan Empat di Sekolah
Tunku Abdul Rahman, Ipoh.
-bercita-cita menjadi doktor

Zulkifli
-pembantu perubatan di Hospital Kuala Lumpur
-isteri Bushrah, anak Nadhirah dan Nazli
-naik hati
-simpati
-gigih, rajin
-cintai ilmu pengetahuan
-positif
-tidak putus asa
-bertanggungjawab
-penyayang
-mengenang budi, menghormati orang lain

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

i've got sunshine in a bag. i just gotta dig it up?

i know i'm outdated. no need to rub salt.
anyway. today the math competition wasnt that bad la. but you know its lk the kinda feeling you have when you KNOW you did badly. too busy tembaking to properly look at the questions. but anyway, yeah. the helang marchers are a bloody menace!!! well at least thats what i thought while doing the test in the art room they were so bloody loud i was lk ARRRRRRRRRgh. hehe.
urgh. pls shout extra loud on sports day. harimaus only. on my behalf. pleaaase?
i have yet to bind or decor my sej kk. hehe. am contemplating not decorating it at all. i mean. i printed a few pix in elemen 3, that should be enough. right?
am leaving day after tmrw morning. whoppper for me. plane flight. irritating cousin1. flirting cousin2. silent cousin3. demented cousin4. mean uncles and aunties x 3 couples. ahh kill me.
jadey babe came todayyy. that girl has even thinner legs now. grg i'm greeeeeeen with envy!
ahHAH. zulle. you;d better love me. this girl arh. she she she didnt bring her sports attire and wanted to audition for the ballet thingy in lion king..... so bascially she turned over to the NICE me [=)=)]. guess whos sport attire she stole. but i have to say we mustve been quite a sight. i mean we were tossing our clothes over the top of the cubicle divider thingys? cos the classes were locked. stupidity. so i wore her uniform. i CAN wear the small shirt... why do i wear m? =s. anyway. her skirt is short!! hahha i got so many stares. and ethel even was lk WHAT HAPPENED TO UR UNIFORM?! hahah! but more stares came my way as i was trapesing around the school in my harimau shirt and taras school uniform skirt. in fact a bunch of ppl actually burst out laughing as i walked past them. hmph. i'm mega offended. i mean i cant help it if ummmm i didnt wanna change into the long pants in the hall. lol!
anyway i NEED a teman to go pangkor with me. esp if the prefects camp same time. i mean, apparently its gna be swarming with f1s? and the only person i kno whos CONFIRMED going is khu. hello i do need some normal company larrr! that dont insult me? erh. snort. BAH.
ooh wait i have to tell abt ms tok. she was telling us abt how important it is to check for breast cancer. and abt how to check. rubbing anticlockwise and clockwise etc etc. anyway. turned red thanks to laughing. can never look at two circles with the same centre the same way again. ever. nic yei said my singing "is *lowers voice* terrible...." hmph. i'll only forgive him if he goes to ppangkor.
ohhh wait rewind!! during lunch, the ws love story was lk happening. then they all went and kacaued! tsk tsk.
dont go changing, rearranging. i miss 911!!! hehee
anyway. off to more self indulgence and whining. abt my lacking of teman in pangkor and my cheque being in school notsofaroff and my missing sports day and hotties. sighs.

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

i know i planned to let this blog die happily, but.

i just HAVE to rant abt today. cos i'm perkified. lol.
sucker weng poureed the water over me la. while i was drinking. ergh. sucker. wet my shirt and skirt la.

anyway. i'm perkified!! so i'm writing. cos i cant help myself from this when i'm perky? hehe.

anyway. hmph. i think i shall hv to make more frens. who are going to ppangkor. or planning to at least.
so far if i'm not mistaken only tara ks(?) weng(?) nicquah(?) shen khu are going apart from me. come ppl come come teman me! wheee. and aiyaaaaaaah. i dont lk khu or nething lar weiiiiii! not lk ppl dont know who i lk neway kan. but just ignore me. i dont lk rotten tomatoes and i'm v v clean now, so just ignore me if i offend you. cos i dont accept tomatoes? i feel so full of rubbishy-talk!! haha

well i'm perky. dont say i didnt warn you. dont think anyone'd wanna listen why. once i start i wont stop! =)
hmm i cant believe the sports day is gna right after study skills ergh hope it rains if i cant get to imss perth. haha i'm such a sucker. lol!

omgosh the amount of hw they give. one could die. lousy berita harian papers. they provide sadistic joy to pn zainab la.

tmrw i'm,...... taking the maths exam. omgosh lk the only ppl in my form taking it--ly, zulle, ks, me. they gave us the past papers. crazy demented smartasses we are for signing up. ergh. summore zulle ly ks!! i mean, very the ob i'm lk gna be the lowest right? omfg. but i'd hv to say if i were the examiner i would love marking the papers. i mean the answers staring right at you in the face and the hopeless case me will be lk huh??? and write crap. i bet the examiners'll die laughing looking at my answers. fingers crossed that i do not fail or be the lowest. ahh i suck! hehe

anyway. today the twins came!!! i only saw kc tho. when ks came out of class and suddenly launched into this craszy madman run towards what seemed lk air? turns out kc was bhind the gate there. hahah damn funny to see ks pouncing on kc after yelling "YOU!!!!" migosh. they looked.... gay!! hehe. no off tho!

anyway. today i was a good girl. lk any other day? dont eat me i'm not yummy. i didnt stalk today!! no neck craning to gawk. fine. maybe once. twice. three times. compare that to ten million times a day! okies i'll shut up now and save my ego.zip.
wheee!!!!!
oh yeah. today i was singing. naturally wj and weng told me to shut up. hmph i'm hurt. the only one who supported me and my singing was nic yei. and thats cos he wanted it to rain. pfffffft! i predict tmrw will not be a good day for sports after school. its choir, and i always sing during choir... cue thunder, lightening, all that jazz! =D

i;m now unhyper and shall shut up. and dont say finally.

Friday, April 15, 2005

*clapclapclapclapclapclapclapclapclap*seladang!

it's not me being unharimau. its just that seladangs have freaky catchy chants.
aihhhhh so full i pigged out and just flopped on the sofa dead sleep. hahaha!!! so gna gain weight.
anyways, today was borring. boring boring. the most interesting part of my day was.... wait there WAS no interesting part. oh wait when i was listening to chii fens lame jokes?
yawwwn. parent hv gone to kl hilton. damn tak syok la that place. so snotty and succkky food. nvm i'm whining again!
i might not go study skills!! maybe go aussie instead. my uncles gna pay yeah man!
but should i? i mean. 260 bucks. excluding food. haha i think i'll go aussie. but aussie means i'll get insulted the whole weekend. my uncle DID promise that he'd bring me clubbing with my cousins tho. but i bet they wldnt let me in. and if they did, fact one : COUSINS. fact two : relatives on the next table waatching hawk lk. ergh.
i'll just go or not depending on whether the $260 includes food or not i spose. whoopee for me.
i am bored!! yay for me!!
laughing is sposed to help you lose weight izit? HJAHAHAHHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA,
HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHA.
this better work man.
aihs. mx i dont know how you stay thin. if my mom cuold make choc cake lk that i'd be causing earthquakes wherever i go. baBOOM.
seladang marching damnm syok la. no you may not whack me on the head. i need transport to bangi to reach at 2.
mighty weirds to think jas is leaving dsara.and that chloe left. that sucks.
anyway. i think lack of teaching has made the teachers bonkers. anyone who saw pn zam during the sskills talk must agree with him. she was hyper man!
and it was such a waste of time. they elaborated and repeated themselves so many times it was irritating. i mean. mrs ganesh even elaborated on the last rule - that the rules were easy to follow and that good luck and have fun to us. i mean, wth?!
ish ish ish.
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
i should do my piano hw. it was due last week. but i dont want to. really.
OMG why the hell is kai sheng so perky? must be all the lack of hw. sighs. not healthy for you boyboy.
UGH UGH UGH
so suckky.
bugger.
so sunburnt man this sucks!
i need dinner. i need a chef. i'm hungryyyyy!!!!!!!!!!
ss vs aus. damn i dunno.

Thursday, April 14, 2005

i'm not a stalker. right?

i'm not a stalker, really, yw, hj.
its kinda sad we dont hv anymore sports after this week. cheras all the times was mainly spent in us damansara marchers checking out cheras hotties. and eating a LOT. and (for me.) whining. hehehe. ocd whiner.
today we went to hkl. kinda stupid idea about the colouring contest really......
and i am sunburnt omfg it sucks man!! lol.
i dont want to setlle down to bks. that just sucks. major.
BOHSAN.
i realise i'm not actually a very nice person. mx how on earth do you manage being so nice? without acting? =s. give me lessons. god knows i need them. hehe.

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

sun kissed

i am BLACK. officially toasted and scorched by the sun. ergh.
bah. i noticed some parts of this is obscene, but i shall remove them LATER. now my mom is breathing down my neck - time to get my bum off the cxomp chair.

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fong is no boxer
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kah is a wonderful little guy
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i'll read it later. mom gna kill me bad!

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

i;ve got sunshine

i feel droll.
lk a troll!
should order pizza i spose. dont intend to starve.
BORED. sleepy. tired. shouted lk hell today.. lost my voice.but then again when do i not.
apparently we were v noisy in the car. thats not true is it mx?
today handball i wanted to really really WHACK evana. the number of times she couldve let harimau score a goal, but NO she had to come and block the ball!! was so v tempted to run into the field and drag her out. =p.
today ahhhhh. apparently my mom had to tell the vet to put down a cat. she found it yesterday in front of my hse. lotsa cuts. dried blood fly eggs broken jaw the works. might as well its suffering end la.
i'm sleepy. i'm bored. will i also be hungry?
i need pizza. minus the calories.
ohh oh oh today ms tok was cheering for seladang. blurdy semangat man that teacher. she was jumping up and down lk so darn exicted when they scored. lol!!!! then again i did the same when harimau scored =) so i;ve got a bad bad case of a kettle calling the pot blackkk......

Monday, April 11, 2005

i neeed to sleep

today was the umm i dunno what number! day of games carnival. water polo.
we rocked!!! fine i didnt do much anything but i um,.... i did make up the number of players?? hehe?
apparently harimau water polo... girls : 2nd and boys : 3rd. woot i hope its true!!
we lost to seladang 3-1, beat helang ummm i forgot. something nil. and beruang something nil too. WHEE!!!
and it was lk we saw helang and kimberly (?) so ganas... i was lk DIE DIE DIE!!
then seladang there was kah may, but the seladang we played first so lk didnt think much about it.
then lk beruang......... siew lynn siew may mei yen. i think thats her name. i was lk shitshitshit!! but i dunno maybe it was just me thinking : shit!
ooh and water polo = shirtless guys. i shall ot elaborate for fear of rotten tomatoes.
but now i'm tired. wanna catch some zzZ but but if i do i know i wont be able to wakey tmrw. does this mean i have to skip summerland again?! >( ergh.
anyway, mx was a nice girl who dropped me off at bsc after gc. fine. IS a nice girl who's sending me bck tmrw too! but yeah. i practically ran home from bsc? lol!
well, for traditional kahannranting sakes, i shall mention that i did not see a lot of hotness today. happy?
ohhh jade came today!! that girl looks the same. i love her harimau shirt now. someone wrote on it--hope these grow lol. crazy!!
ooh today basketball harimau dsara won whoooot!!!
but beruang won the softball. softball is totally beyond me.
and my swimsuit. its beautiful, gorgy. but its for ppl with well defined figures. what i have is a figure that resembles a toad's.
nvm i wont rant.
i wont, really.
cos if i start i noe i wont stop.
sighs. =( =) =( i'm lk totally confused whether to be perky or sad!!! how bizzareee
-this is what lack of sleep and discipline does to a person. eat ur veg!

Sunday, April 10, 2005

puppet on a string

pssy! but i will not rant. really
i bought a new swimsuit. its gorgeous until i wear it. i need a bigger ass man. i mean!! GAH! i need a hot body. most def top on my wishlists. nvm i will not rant.
its nice to have my own keyboard with all the letters on it. more assuring. somehow. it just feels better.
taiping was exceedingly fattening. negiotiating with my mom to let me out to see jade and all means that i have to overeat in front of her. ergh.
so the what la.
somehow its funny to see to what extent ppl go to when theyre in love you know? its i dunno. just lk what la. amusing.
sighs.
today, in spirit of wondering what guys find so amusing in ichigo, i got my cousin to show me. its just weird!! guys are beyond me! confirm la.
anyway. my cousin is a shameless FLIRT. migod. kepo his hp can die of heart attack. i mean. he sends msges lk "i wanted to hold you but i takut your big sister" sighs. ergh. padan my muka for being a kpc i spose
aih. i think i hold grudges a bit la. not healthy!
i;m so proud of harimau! lol.
i think i caught a cold in taiping. anyway. to celebrate my coming back to kl, i have no water supply. BAH.
oh and to celebrate being back in good ol' taiping, last night two of my uncles got piss drunk and had to be driven back by my aunt at 1ish? 2ish in the morning. they threw up in her car if i'm not mistaken.
loong jin has the most irritating program which tells him when i close the convo window.he's irritating me to hell by telling me whenever i close it. i happen to know which window i close! bah!
anywayyyyyy. jades back. havent seen that woman yet!
sighs. i'm bored. guess i'll have to eat dinner out. my voice is still on holiday!

Friday, April 08, 2005

what is a donut? a soon-to-be tube of fat around your waist

lets all eat donuts then. yay. bahhhh
there is noone online. almost literally.
today was games carnival!! i so lost my voice and now will continue my addiction to streps la. this is sad.
anyway, yelling and cheering was freaking fun!!
too bad that i probly cant go tmrw. unless someone can give me a lift to, and give me a lift back by 12. i dont think it'll happen mannnn!!!
lets see
instead of going to cheras to support harimau, i shall be going to taiping!! yay. the biggest mall in that place is what, fajar? nvm. i shall not rant. i'll just kick my cousin off his comp and take over it. the art of blackmail. methinks tmrw i'll be online freakishly long.
i wanna watch rugby!!
nvm i will NOT rant. but i shall need someone to give me detailed descriptions of the match. and another to cheer lk a mad maniac harimau lover.
omg today was so tired came back and slept for lk an hour? and i slept during my piano class too. my teacher told me to while she made alterations to my pieces. i wished i hadnt slept tho i woke up and the page was lk a nightmare with a gazillion marks giong "hold" and "cut". well i didnt play well. i think my teacher took it out on my book tho. my book looks permanently scarred. dark DARK hardd pencilmarks.
anyway, nothing else happened today. my head hurts when i cough!!!! or when i clear my throat. this sucks!! nvm i will not rant. really.
oh today the vet came to see my pets! phweee. i just realised. he wears really office-y attire. i wouldnt lk to be him. handle animals in nice clothes. but then again noone would really be impressed if he turned up in baggy pants and tees right.
i stupid sister is in spain with her friends. bah!! how the hell does she convince my parents shes trustworthy enough to go. esp with lotsa boys. i mean, i have trouble getting my parents to believe that study skills is not an excuse and that i will spend the night in a guys hse or anything. hm. ignore the fact that my sister is ollldddddddddd and sposedly mature!
gosh.
i shall not sleep much tonite i hope. staying awake during the car journey is not my idea of fun? nvm i'll shut up now.

Thursday, April 07, 2005

today, i am cotton wool

my brain is officially not wokring.
its lk. NOT WORKING. fullstop there.
its lk streamyx boyo!
and that's never a good thing.
today. i went retail therapy. bought two shirts.
tomorrow. cheras i'm gna go late la. sue me. sleep is good.
god my brain went on awol and is refusing to walk back into my head!
this sucks =(
kai shengggggggggggg. bad influence you shouldve stopped me from that icecream i can feel it on my thighs.
omg. i just found out my bm marks. this sucks.
arrrgh does anyone wanna jump out the window with mee??? lets do it smart tho. open the window first.
sighs,.
i'm begging my brain to come back into my skull.
its not working.
gosh.

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

i should be so lucky, lucky lucky lucky

sighs. i'm in a blissfully happy mood. but i know soon i'll realise something i did wrong and then start freaking out and go into a bad mood. c'est a vicious cycle.
i love hotness!! =D *goofy grin* anyhow. they changed our eng class! damn. hehhe.
loooooong jiiiin! i wanna interrogate that bugger. =D
sighs!! i just realised i am kinda very selfish.
i just had a web convo with kai sheng. i can now tell you what colour undies that boy wears. *shakes head* so shameless!! hahha!!! wait till i tell your wife bugger!! =p
anyway, whats up with everyone?
i am of the belief that the school is trying to murder us. the innocent pupils. i mean. no lockers? and sports practice? changing every day? and NO LOCKERS??? its lk so burdening. literally too, not just emotionally. plus monthly exams. to die for. pwhee. NOT.
anyway, kai sheng takes FOREVER in the shower. hehe.
you know i'm bored whn all i'm blogging about is ks....
speaking of which, why the hell is chloe leaving?? =( gonna miss that girl even tho she just came into our class, its just so weird now. sighs. woman i'll call you and sob and beg you not to go can i?
i'm listening to sappy lovey songs. they so rock man.
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Monday, April 04, 2005

i love fcuk

today we had geo test!! very toady geo test. very irritatingly hard yet objective so just tembak. i feel asleep for about half the paper. ahh well it was boring!!
i have no right to it, but i feel stressed.
i feel like a grade A kiasu bitch.
GAH nvm its the hw and test stress piling up on me. honestly you would think i'd have learnt from my lesson and study for the monthlies, but heck, seems lk i'm a born glutton for punishment.
i just realised. pretty much all i talk about to kai sheng (when its not about his object of obsession, or my hotness) is R-rated. or is it NC-17 rated? wtv. 18SX rated. hey blame ks not moiii! he;s now just finished updating me on... fellatio. if thats spelt right. i never said i was a good student.
i was just thinking. about porn. hell it's bcos of khu-ness. *trauma*
*still traumatised*
its jolly weird to imagine i used to get an overdose of kai sheng and get so irritated with him,. so much that we'd fight daily, i'd block him, pk would come and pujuk, and we'd make up, talk a bit, and then the cycle would start again lk the next week?? now its lk... when i get the chance to talk to ks its lk so much less now i really couldnt be bothered in wasting time arguing with him? he even irritates me less now even though he does umm. does the privacy infringing thing. but its so SO weird.
school is really unhealthy. did i mention. and now with no lockers, everyone (ie the girls mainly. guys seem to come with so few bags somehow?) is lk hunched up with 3 bags? plus the sports practice. so lk GAH material.
primaries be coming soon. kah ann be jumping off the balcony soon. i dont get how ppl can actually like little kids. those scrawny brats (most taller than me though =( ) who are well, irrritating?
oh well. screw it.
nowadays ppl are all about opinions opinions opinions. now my take on it! can i declare that for all my opinionatedness, i actually dont make my own opinions? wait. that sounds demented. but all the same i'll continue. i blame the education ministry for my lack of ability to form opinions. they force their opinions onto us! thru literature, even thru sej. nvm i;m blabbering so i'll just stop here okay? alright. dont kill me dont whack me dont sue me! =D
wheee. sports practice today was actually ok la. ignore the fact my voice now is lk paiin.
whee. exams tomorrow. how fun.
whee. i think i overdid traumatising my uncle by acting frivolous and all the sickness looseness. he's trying to convince my parents to not let me go for study skills.... he thinks i'm gonna lk just sleep over with boys or something? i dont get him! i dont get why!! fine maybe i do. maybe i shouldnt have acted so lk what la. but in my defence!!! he was asking for it!! i mean he couldnt have been more obviously wanting something to wag tongue about the younger generation or something lk that, it couldnt hv been more obvious if he had an uber bright red neon sign over his head saying TRAUMATISE ME. nvm. dont kill me.
i really dont wanna study for monthlies. must i really? hey is it monthly-s or monthlies? i mean both ways, doesnt it remind you of moths? =)
jadey babeys coming back soon!!! and one day, i'll work at FCUK and get staff discounts. all the intention and none of the iniative.

Sunday, April 03, 2005

gahy mood?

sighs today did the harimau banner!! =) the tiger head banner rocks!! yes i admit i didnt do much, but ummmmmm!! =D
sighs since i'm bored i shall write about hotness deficiency syndrome!
it can make ppl upset and all. but i mean. a bit of discipline and surely it can be overcome, right? =p. now, just to work on the discipline part.......
i have just discovered that khu is a porn site seeker. yuckkkk eerggh.
*disturbed*
*erase mind*
*blanks mind*
YUCK.
anyway, today i found out that i love playing with joss sticks. posssibly dangerous obsession.
i have found out that guys lk stuff lk wrestlemania. why?! its so..... bah! its another guy thing i spose. totally beyond me. blahhhhhhhhhh
let see
disney songs make me happy!!!!! =) =) i was feeling so upset up till i played all the schweet nice disney songs and all! and i just realised. disney promotes a happily-ever-after and good-demure-girl ness.
i love mangos and pears and apples!! and guava and peaches and nectarines and oranges and mandarins and nvm i'll shut up now.
and oc has started.

Saturday, April 02, 2005

=( in the spirit of ks' blog....

kai sheng i'm gna get you bad for the sad sad post you had yesterday.
i mean. over 1600 words to make ppl upset?!
sighs. it just reminded me flat of when jade was leaving for aussie and i was lk not registering until reality came crashing down lk a ton of bricks. =(
sighs. it reminds me of i dunno. it makes me think how weird it is to imagine that lk two years ago, i didnt have a clue who shen jin was, i thought of jc as a weird older guy, and i didnt know who chii fen was. i knew mx as the girl somehow related to ly, didnt know vincents name, thought of ks, jackie, and anne as oddities. not nemore though? in fact two yrs ago jethro was in our class, non? i had no clue who nic quah was until last yr! and last yr i knew shen as the guitar guy. last yr i knew jc as, well nvm. sighs. i'm upset. ks i blame you. and youre not even replying me bugger!
my dogs were fighting and now one of their faces is bloodied up. a bit. knock wood. smack lip.
i'm goign KLCC soon. yay. shopping i'm coming. sighs!! =( =( i'm still upset. and i miss my jady babeey!!
sighs. nvm i'll shut up now and pray retail therapy does its wonders.

Friday, April 01, 2005

hm havent really posted proper for a while

my mom was reminding me about the time we went to sentosa island... many yrs ago when i was in lower primary. we visited the wax musuem, and everything looked so real to us (ie my mom sis and i). we came out shocked by the glare of sun and thinking everyone was wax. dont ask. and then my mom thought one guy was a wax statue and was going on about how real the statue thingys were when the guy moved. talk about freeeeaky.
today an irritating lil kid was kicking about a flattened bottle around the front of the school there. (flattened courtesy of him too) pn rahimah told him off. yippee. then he continued! i was lk. eh. wtf?! so when he kicked the bottle near me i stepped on it (hey it was very flattened edi la!) and assuming my gruff-est most bossy irritating grown up voice muttered enough la. and he stopped! kudos to moi!!
kai sheng says i'm the flattest =( bHoo. so maybe i am. sighs. hence umm... toilet roll? innovatively disgusting idea.
today was essentially boring. hotness didnt come.
today i am bored. wahts new?
today we kena lecture.
today we folded paper.
today we got a LOT of hw.
puerto rico!
stupid sis of mine going spain (i think?) with her frens. soon. gosh i cant wait for uni life.
wheeeeE!!
shalalalalla!!!