retail therapy only works for the hot and gorgeous

i went shopping today for a cheongsam
ive gained so much weight la.
didnt help that the girl at the cashier was so gddmn pretty la. petite, thin-but-not-too-thin, thin unflabby arms, half dyed hair, big eyes, tiny slightly snub nose. oh the envy.
and then lk walking about i noticed two women. one had the figure i want. perfect inward curve, tiny waist bigger chest and hips. the other had my figure. unbalanced figure, big waist, small chest and hips. oh and she walked funny too. grg.
retail therapy. doesnt always work huh.
and i realised, valentines is so soon. i'm gonna leave to visit my sis soon. i'm gonna have theory soon, the performance is two days time and i havent memorised anything, my piano practical will be the same time as pmr, the monthly tests are THIS WEEK and all i can do is use the comp.
okay my life is kinda downhill now.
but i intend to write more intellectually. so i will at least fool ppl into thinking i'm smart.
grg. hate those pretty gorgeous hot girls out there. envy them to bits.

maturity is overrated

ironic really how little kids are so mature (or try to act it) while adults take pleasure in the opposite.
if our upbringing reflects on who we are,what am i going to be when i grow up? a total pushover or a obnoxious controlling grumpy crankhead? hm. so basically everyone's try to be more mature now so later they can acheive childishness in adulthood. nice.
if i'm gonna grow up to be like my parents and relatives, i'd better die young. with a badge for community service.
i love shandy. and coffee flavoured milk. they are my one true loves. two of the few dependable things in my house. oh and probably my only dinner tonite too unless i feel lk frying eggs and actually eating them. screw it.
i was just thinking. if i grow up to be like the adults i see around me, i'd better start overdrinking now so i can not live too long huh. i have a new resolution : to die at my peak while i look hot and sexy and irresistable yet ppl love me bcos i'm so nice and un-superficial. not gonna grow up to have ppl get irritated lk hell with me.
and not gonna get married bcos when you love someone so much over time you may hate them equally much in a way isnt it. babbling again arent i but i never said i didnt babble though so dont hurt me
since genetics influence a person very much i shall never have kids. cos then the kid would have to deal with all these genes in his/her/its body... sinus/ezcema/asthma, cancer, diabetes, gout, shortness, snoring even.
i'd pity the thing man. i;d abort.
sigh. can anyone tell i'm in the pity-me-cos-i-do mood?

lack of gossip and lack of entertainment, worst, lack of you b.

i think i'm undergoing lack of stalking and gawking. actually i havent stalked that much la. mostly gawk. but its lk havent seen him for ages, not even online.
bugger that loong jin. give kick.
its only 11 in the morning and i'm blogging,
i have ensemble practice today frm 2 till god knows when.
i still havent found a cheongsam. i need it by the first of feb. boyo am i screwed. to buy a new one or not. hm.
the mega amusingness. i am amused. i dont know why though i'm just sitting in front of the computer getting amused at nothing at all. hell i'm weird.

alls fair in love and war

i hate ppl who seem to go all noble when it dsnt involve their life. you noe? i mean. URGH. noblity bcos its not them. i mean URGH. hello, buzz off my life go let the world know about urs instead of picking on my life?!
shitwoman. bah.
have mucho hw left but dont feel lk doing.
i hate piano la.
i need a cheongsam. but i noe my mum wont agree to take me shopping cos shes busy. just asked painters to paint the room. ie dad cant take the paint stench and chemicals etc etc so went to office instead and now i will have to cook my own lunch.
i mean she didnt even let me sleep last nite till i tidied up part of the place for her.
uggh i feeel total shithead.
shitty shitty shitty shitty.
i shouldnt think of feel half of what i do think and feel. but i do and then i feel bad and it makes me moody. ugh.
-pass me a gn i'll do the rest.-

take my heart out, put it on the floor, stomp on it. hard.

cant believe i missed jade's online.
and i needed to rant and get advice.
jade. where are you i need to rant.
='( facing depression, weight gain, fat gain, paint overdose, overdramtic tear ducts, and umm. avoidance.
looks like its not only my tear ducts which overdramatize huh/
urgggggh.
i need to borrow a bright coloured cheongsam, or half cheongsam, by 2nd feb. sos.
someone pls help.
depression not good ive been pigging out on roti canai and coffee flavoured milk and cadbury milk choc buttons.
ugh. i love you and i blame you for this. weird huh.
this is what three and a half hours of ensemble practice does to the brain. and tomorrow piano lesson one and half hours. then sunday MORE ensemble practice. just shoot me and throw me off the balcony.
loong jin i dislike you for scaring my hot guy off..
aih
btw the description i gave was NOT meant in an obscene way. its an implication of how uhmmmm horny ppl are nowadays. i mean, i'm not horny. despite the fact i made second on su ling's horny ppl list. she was first. undisputeable.
you murdered my onionhead. you killed ben.
ping.
lobe.
sigh.

boys. computer games. both beyond me.

wheee feel better now after smsing ly and mx. whee. lvoe my frens. all of them.
haha today today today you know what mr shong asked zulles? "how often do you water your flower?" (he was referring to her hair uhm pin thingy. she was eating in class too. right in front of him too.) she stared, then he continued "must fertilise it a lot also right?" (or something to that effect. the word fertilize was certainly used.)
i mean. HAHAA!!!! the first sentence is lk UHM. the second is lk we were all laughing lk mad ppl!! i mean. FLOWER. FERTILIZE. and i'm not a perv either!
ahahha then kai sheng was giving me and the chair i was on a uhm.... roller coaster ride. hahah the guys were being sick la.
i still dunn owhat fallate is.
ms selvi still calls me kah URN. blearrrgh to that woman.
aah listening to jmac. love his songs. but i still think *hehe* is hotter. but never heard HIM sing. =p. i am obsessive-compulsive lk kai kai i think.
i have learnt a new word from kai kai. "gawktasticality"
(NOTE:I came up with gawk. fine maybe my sis. but my point remains.)
i miss my jade. and myu gawking ala object too.
sighs.
boys. cant live with them cant live without them.
jade. cant live without so she better get her ass back home soon.
i miss my sister too. oh god. tear ducts ala overdrama.
malaysian weather is too hot. too hot. too hot. yurgh.
baby gurgles.
random. i;m not random.
urgh sej is the stupidest thing ever
have 5 pgs divided by 4 stvaes thingys to memorise by tomorrow. haha i'm so screwed.

you cant miss it. its big, its bright, and its yellow.

whee. so freaking bored.
i realised i can get paranoid sometimes.
i realise i can be mega untolerating at times too.
ly and i have nicknamed junkit kitkat. he doesnt seem to mind.
go i have a loud voice? i feel i do.
a loud, perky, overwhelming, irritating voice.
do i?
urgh. so much hw.
guess i should go do rite.

i suck bigtime at hand eye coordination.

urgh. remind me why i stay back for handball?
i mean apart from the utter humiliation that i seem to love putting myself through? =s. my brain doesnt get thru to my reflexes i think.
i got insulted today but though i mean i noe i shouldnt take it to heart it did kinda hit homerun la. i mean the insult was true, i;d just gotten so used to ppl not commenting. so i suppose it was good that i got the insult to keep my head on my shoulders.
i officially suck at handball!! no queries or objections possible to that staement.
urgh there is drilling in the background. i dunno which is more annoying, the drilling or my music blaring with the drilling overpowering it.
sigh i saw my hot guy close up today! but didnt talk much. i asked him how his day was. he said ok then turned to talk to his fren. i think i shall die of humiliation?!
haha zulle and i had a "deep" convo about guys. fine not deep. but nonetheless interesting.
i detest the ms selvi who keeps trying to pick on me and keeps calling me kah URN. does she not know english? i mean, hello? english teacher? i name is not kah URN. how many bloody freaking times must i tell you that?
urgh. and that woman is making me write an essay. apparently kah URN is noisy. i shall not write one. maybe i'll just print my old essay (thx for idea zulles!) or maybe since kah URN is meant to do it..... (angel i am-kah ann?).
i shall not reply ms selvi when she calls me kah URN. or maybe i'll just call her MRS selvi. i never said i wasnt childish.
hw hwhw hwhwhww crazy.

it drives me crazy to know that you probly dont care half as much as i do.

uggh i think hitz... myabe mix or light n easy.. has been playing this vitamin c song. graduation day. dunno why it makes me thing of jade!!

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives Where we're gonna be when we turn 25 I keep thinking times will never change Keep on thinking things will always be the same But when we leave this year we won't be coming back No more hanging out cause we're on a different track And if you got something that you need to say You better say it right now cause you don't have another day Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down These memories are playing like a film without sound And I keep thinking of that night in June I didn't know much of love But it came too soon And there was me and you And then we got real blue Stay at home talking on the telephone We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair And this is how it feels

[1] - As we go on We remember All the times we Had together And as our lives change Come Whatever We will still be Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs And we make the big money When we look back now Will our jokes still be funny? Will we still remember everything we learned in school? Still be trying to break every single rule Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan? I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye Keep on thinking it's a time to fly And this is how it feels

We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now? Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow? I guess I thought that this would never end And suddenly it's like we're women and men Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round? Will these memories fade when I leave this town I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye Keep on thinking it's a time to fly


haih. you know when i paste lyrics here that NOTHING is happening in my life. =(

biatch to the first degree

was pouring mouthwash yesterday via a tiny hole in the paper cover thingy. guess i squees too hard next tihing i noe the mouthwash was all down my front.
i feel like thats me. i mean my best fren or at least one of them just left. and i keep crying too thanks to overdramtic tear ducts.
i mean she was always there for me. i didnt get to go out much, or call her much, but at least she was there for me. online for me. sms and phone calls sometimes too. for good memories. for chasing guys. for fashion and male advice. for support.
and here i am crying and i dont know whether its cos of you or her. her who was there for me always when i wanted, or you whos never there.
and its sad cos she was there for me and even though shes now gone i'm still looking at my phone willing you to call. why am i so horrible?
i'm going to go now. i look lk a maniac sitting in front of the computer getting a pile of tissue growing in front of my stubby red swollen rose and poofy eyes.
i feel like a sucker biatch. and i still miss my babes. both of them.

late night bawling

i didnt sleep particularly late last nite, so i guess its ridiculous to say it.
its a new day
a new morning
(this is the part where i almost say a new sun)
a new sunrise
so really, whats in the past is done, and it cant be undone
so i have no choice but to accept it, isnt it.
so i have no choice but to hope that you enjoy yourself, yet stay who you are. and that you remember us just dont dwell on us too much bcos that'd just make you sad (we rock!)
and now we all should pick up our spirits and move on, bcos dwelling on the past is never good, and history is a lame subject. dwelling on the past is bad, but it doesnt hurt to remember it. just dont live in it.
and the day has just started so i have nothing to say. lvoe you babes.

jade part ii.

the time mrs lee walked up behind you and exclaimed indignantly, GIRL WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!
the time we were in the car going back from commencements practice and you were reapplying lipbalm and swallowing listerine thins thingy.
the time we wrote "mrs *ahem*" all over a paper and *ahem* saw it while bumping into you at your locker.
the many times we walked the long way to lunch....
the free movie we got on report card day.
the gila crazy hyper moods you get into
the time you wanted school to start. then the sunday before it did you didnt want to go back =p.
the many times i ranted about my *ahem* and you about yours.
the many times we wait before anyone picks up ANY of your calls...
the time we marathon shopped in 1ut...
the time we exercised in class and made the routine.
the time you exclaimed "master-painting"(adapted huh.) in the middle of escalator in bsc.
the time we hosed you big time.
the time we gave each other croc-hugs.
the time we used to go to bukit kiara and play at the fountain.
the time you were actually silent and quiet.
the time you gave kai sheng the finger after the nose incident
the time i bailed out of bm and you had to replace me.
the time we had glee practice and i caught my first glimpse of you with him.
i didnt think it would partially end toniite with me sobbing on the phone and off the hook and again like a mad clown. i didnt think i'd call you and cry like a sponge being squeezed out.i didnt think it would end so soon. in fact i didnt think it would end at all.but i'm glad for all the times. all the fun. all the dinners and lunches and zoey hugs and all. and all the times you helped stand up for me and everyone else. and all the times you kept me company in swimming and won medals for harimau. the times you were there for all of us.
lobe ya babe gonna miss ya.

jade.

jade i forbid you to leave.
jade jade jade dont i dont want to cry you horrible thing.
jade!! you cant!!
='(
shen knock her on her head and hug her legs dont let her go.
take care in aussie k jade. dont come back snottily looking down on our cucumber watermelon blazers!
i want ur add too u crazy girl.
ive been online crazy long. well i never said i had a social life, now did i?

two piece swimsuit!

today went shopping at bsc. hah i now have a two piece swimsuit from blush.
the woman in rsh is horrible. horrible i tell you! so put-offing.
i miss gawking.
haha went swimming with ly in rsc!!
the string on the top half of the suit came out halfway.... and so i styopped lk smack in the middle of the pool. then this ly goes and says, oh dear, i;m not good with knots. so there i am in the middle of the ppool thinking shit. hahaha so screwed. in the end i tied the ribbony part myself. KOFFKOFF LY.
haha wouldve been funner if one of us actually KNEW some gossip that we could discuss.
my specs arent ready. have been waiting for them over a week ago. i think.
i think i space out a bit much
gosh i am sleepy
i really should do my piano hw, non?
why is tomorrow not a public holiday?? =(

half blind lab rat

me.
i forgot my glasses today. dont ask.
that bugger weng sheng is out to make the hottest guy in school gay!
terrible!
today we were good little ppl and picked up trash. little with the exception of poovan who is freakish tall. so mengenvykaning.
i wanna go out tonite la. will have to learn manipulation.
whee i am so bored man. i bet i will be on lk everyday during the five days we have. sad life, no?
jade i wanna see u off at the airport. can i?
jade zulle swimsuit shopping tomorrow at ummmm say what time ah. call me la.
jade i forbid u to go
zulle is my uimmmmmmmm future wife along with evana. i send them all a uh ummmm air kiss. whee.
the hottest guy in school, if he goes for weng sheng. i will kill. weng sheng of course. then i can get points for cas. community service.
i would deserve it, non?
i think that nvm. i disagree that sporty ppl are hot. even though the person i direct this to never reads. i'm insulted. hmph. a hmph to her.
whee i feel zzzZ.
just came back from swimming la. dont blame me!
today today. tons of hw.
today today. learnt ummm that i suck at swimming.
today today. SAW THE HOTTEST GUY EVER!
today today. squinted lk hell.
today today. boring today.
today today. i resolve to be rid of my lisp.
today today. god am i bored.

paint phobic!

whee. i hate the smell of paint.
went cheras today
annoyed the heck out of tara ly and evana. sorry guys? wHEeeee!!!
jade u teruk girl! if i knew i could sign on the front of ur shirt i would have done a umm "grope here" or "take care" on ur chest?? hmph i;m hurt.
gawked lk hell today. got puppetized. by chii fen. ah well. it was kinda funny though!!try really funny. but awfully embarassing!
jade u noe we all lvoe ya! ur hair is niice girl! noo u cant go i forbid it.
what will roxy's business say?!
hahaaha
ah well who cares apart from us suckers ure gonna be ditching. =(! if i were u id be thrilled. land of mat sallehs coming rite up.
cheras today,.... um only ONE hot guy. and i gawked lk mad. have i said that already. whoopsies.
it was hilarious though.
stayed back for handball. learnt a new fact : i suck at handball!
but i must umm learn to face up to my fears? my fear of looking stupid?
haha tomorrow got harimau swimming training. noo then i cant gawk after school.
jade tara i dont care we must go swimsuit shopping. i hate slouching it my suit makes me look fatter!
whee!! its less than a months away from lys bday. dunno what to get her la.
i lead a boring existence! terrible i say. whee.
oh i have lost my blazer. tara i lobe u and ur extra blazer =) can i keep it for a while pls?
thats in case i forgot to ask u earlier.
whee hes hot
isnt he?
haha fine i see how i irritated them. whoops. sorry!
lalallala. boredboredboredboredbored.
whee. i'm done for the day!

updating everyday. lets see how long this lasts

whee. ummm due to "popular demand" (more lk kai shengs) i am updating. y am i listening to kai sheng. cos i'm too tired to argue.
gosh i'm underhyped.
hahaha
wheee
sleepy sleepy sleepy
lets see during bm
everyone was sleepy
lk so bored
sheng was closing her eyes for a while
hanan was asleep in his bm workbk
tara was laughing lk a maniac
i resorted to umm self hypnosis. in true jade spirit? btw jade it doesnt work. i resorted to only getting tara to laugh lk hell even more. it didnt work on me! and then i burst out laughing. well laughter is good rite? hmm maybe next time i should use something instead of rulers.
i realised. my hobbes-half can recognise cans of drinks being opened. i loove shandy and ginger ale.
my mums on the phone. been on for about half an hour. long distance too.
tara was saying......
WHAT IF....
kai sheng and ly went to the same uni? and got together? andd..... married? and *POOF!* little li shengs running around?
hahahhahahahhaha fine she didnt go that far. i just stretched the truth a bit. i can c y she didnt. thats just wrong. even the thought of the thought is wrong
*erase thought*
next up : cempaka cheras tomorrow. bleah, kai sheng bring ur ass to cheras kays else i umm beat u up? hahaha no laa u noe i try aso i mati trying.
haha whee. bugger man so few ppl going cheras from our class. there goes my hope of not getting any hw down the drain. pwfeee.
oh today i had... guava anddd NOODLES> ignore the fact i almost died trying to finish the bowl of noodles. to think once upon a time last yr i could have one bowl and still be hungry. now cant even finish one man!
hahhahaa
whEEeee!!
cheras cheras no cute guys la. how then i? die lor!
-gossip, frens and cute guys.... the things that make the world go round.-fine family too i spose.

whee.

i have been accused of bimbosity. i deny it vehemently.
i saw him today. y do i lk him so much? i dunno. just do man! =s
hhahaha
wheeee. sleepy
shall resolve to sleep at 10.30 tonite. as tt puts it, lets see how it goes.
wheeee. i must learn to put background stuff up. am getting sick of black and red. though harimau rocks! whee.
tomorrow got swimming practice. whoop. lalala i am bored.
have finished most of my hw. i am a good girl.
tara jade we MUST go swimsuit shopping. i need to stop having to hunch or being indecent-lk.
wheee.
interacts planning this valentines dance thingy. weekend b4 valentines =) that means i can go!! i want to sell and collect tickets. can c who's going with who. get gossip ;) louis will take pix of the cute couples. wheeeEEE!!! going UK on 15th. ly i shall celebrate ur bday by long distance calling and eating extra chocs. UK chocs. BLEAH!! hahaha!!
lets seee
ooh we watced dodgeball yesterday. hahah the guy pumped air in wrong places. the girl is bisexual. gross. wonder how much she got paid to french the other girl. i lk the pirate guy! whee!
let's see
i have no gossip
i have lotsa hw
i have a sad life
yup life is normal.
i am heels over head
head over heels
over head heels.
i resolve to be a nice girl. 99% nice. at least 95%. fine i'll be slightly more realistic. 90%.

sleeepy

haha i;m sleepy. i'm blogging everyday. i am sad. i have a sad life!
going to do bm project today. so sleepy i think i should nap first but i noe my mum would kill me! for a room of my own!
wheee so sleepy la. nothing interesting aso.
i really need to get a new swimsuit
love changes everything by aaron lines is good. who is aaron lines anyway. dunno but the song is goood!
yawn. yawn.
i have bm chart and kh chart left. kh chart is lk the grey cloud hovering over my head!
ohh i forgot. i shall definitely be married by 28 i think. hahahhahahaa yesterday was talking to evana. hahaha we have agreed if i'm not married by 28 we'll ummm marry each other. hahha!! turn lesbo and marry each other! HAHA!! wheeeEEEEEEEEEEEe. =p=p *nocomment*
hahhahahahaa
yesterday was fun!! gossiping yelling bowling gutterring!!! "driving" into the sides of the track and all. hahahha. so lame but so fun. =)
and i hugged azrul!!! whEEEEE!!!
wouldve hugged kin choong too but i got the impression he would have yelped and squirmed as though well. nvm.
hahahahahahaha it was fun though!!!!
tara i love ur photo-taking skills... =)=)
ohh i have a new resolution : to learn how to use makeup to gorgfy me.
i learnt, today, that actually u dont just put nail polish. u have to put a base coat. then after that nail polish then another layer. hm. no wonder i never painted my nails. well not often.
i also learnt i think last nite? that there is lk this sorta thing for lip lining thingy. ummmm. lipliner?? =p=p
ahhhh i'm sleepy gonna go nap. mornings!!

whee

hahha
today kinda tiring
but fun!!
sigh i think i offended shen jin. oops. u noe me. tactless. i blame the guys in class man!
hahha
well
aHem tara u molester!!! hahahaha horrible girl menge-victimize-kan ai ling too. haha jk. u noe i love u. i forgot whos line that was hehe.
filled jades camera with lotsa lotsa pix!!! whEEEE! got ONE ok pic of me. the rest sucked major!
so much hw.
i'm blogging on a daily basis. i am bored.
mrs ganesh mrs ganesh. y o y so much hw.
eeks. pn zainab too. yikes. horrible.
i'm sleepy. shall attempt sleeping early. mum wants me to tidy up!
hahahah ohh saw gemma today.
theres no gossip laaaa. terrible.
its saturday! wowee.
tara one day we must go swimsuit shopping with jade too. i need to be able to swim without hunching. and without having it droop to indecent levels of indeceny and comfort. wheeee! i'm partial hype. funny isnt it how i was pretty hype the whole day. as opposed to in school when i'm not hyped at all
oh wait i must gloat!! i lost lk 2-3 kg!
HAH!!!! wheee!!! =)

from a distance

isnt that a gorgeous song.
*swoon*
hahaha
i'm still hyped!WHEEEEEEEEE!!!!
theres no gossip. boo for me.
i have lost weight! HAH!!!
i lost lk almost 3 kg!!! HAH!!! yes i rock!! =p=p
wheeeeheee!!!!!!!!!!!!!
too much hw la.
i shall love whoever does my hw for me. fine i compromise. i shall not stalk anyone who does my hw for me?? =p=p
piano today shit. 4 papers!

of tonguetiedness and idocrisies

hahahhahahahhahaha
i never said my spelling was good
i think ms selvi is out to get me
the other day *ahem* said hi. i got tonguetied. ask my frens
today funniest thing on earth happened. seeing is believing.
didnt get to gawk today. aiks.ohoh
today we were havin kh in the kh room u noe by the lab
then then then this boy looks into class and starts arranging his hair. doesnt realise we can c him. pn nora starts commenting. class starts laughing
HAHHAHA
tomorrow got stupid booth thingy. i wanna sell stuff la. cas points. ppl ppl buy buy buy!!!! so i can umm close shop. else i shall buy everything at half price and PARTY!!!
hahaha i mean i'll be cashier too rite??? if anyone rats opn me i'll um offer to split food??? rasuah. hahahahhahaa
god i am bored
god he is hot.
i am borrred!!!
x love kann

a hw filled day

pff.
the teachers are competing to see who gets jailed for mass murser first. well thats my theory anyhow.
hahahhha
today i had a lot of stalking. cheers for me until the next part comes. he saw me and walked rigth past me with lk ummmm thrice the speed compared to norm. god. i am an idiot.
sos?? sms? save my soul, someone? oh and thats y i asked kai sheng whether i was gorgy. more lk i predicted (correctly) his answer, and ly asked. ks didnt dare answer in front of her! HAH!! well yeah. the mo her head turned he was lk btw, answering u q, u r not gorgeous. PFT. tact he has not.
GRRRG.
haha
oh today was putting bks in locker. bks were being naughty and NOT behaving. kept falling out. put it this way.... by the time my books were finally obediently staying in my locker, i had gotten a group of 3 f1 guys crowding around my locker pointing and laughing and talking in chinese. me and my overwhelming elegance hm. and its not my fault!!! my locker INSISTS on being messy. snot me!!!!!! =)=p
ah well. thats pretty much the highlight of my day i guess.
oh haha wait!!! during lunch we actually.... TALKED!!! hahah i;m a gone gone mega sad case. ah well. shucks. oh wait. i have to gloat. i ahve finished my bm hw!!! mwhahahhahahaha!!!!!!
yawn.
pls excuse me while i chicken out of jumping off the balcony.

crazed stalking talking walking tripping slipping eating smiling snorting laughing grinning wtv.

the amount of hw we've been getting is mad.
i didnt get to stalk *ahem* on friday. didnt see him at all. should i have hie? naw he mightve thought i was a total ugly freak up close. i mean i reaaally lk this guy! haha. well yupyup now i cant say hie cos ive got a sore throat. can barely get words out. think ka standing there mouthing the words "hie blablabla" and nothing coming out./ and when a voice comes out.. its this weird scratchy one that is completely devoid and uncapable of adding emotion to. it makes me sound as thiough i'm grumoy with everyone. OR WORSE< he might think i was tryin to put on a sexy voice(and succeeding only in sounding lk a toad on the loose). egad. gross out!!
hahahaha
TEACHERS are CRAZY. mrs ganesh and pn nora in particular. god.
must we reeeally do our art? i dont want to! god.
oh i bought a new math set. my old one has been tertelaned by my ever mara-ing mess in the hse. renovation does not help!
i cant believe we've only had one week of school feels lk forever man. though the fact i;m in f3-still not proccessed!
hahhaha the new canteen is bewildering. lunches have become exceedingly boring now that we dont have jades constant ranting! hahaha its true but somehow insulting sounding! (hahaha noo u noe i love u!)
god i feel sleepy
hahah there has been no gossip!
i have so much work and yet i am so bored. i am a procrastinator.the only thing i dont procrastinate is feeling bored. nvm i talk lotsa bull now dont i?
HAH!!! this year ms selvi pronounces my name CORRECTLY!!! HAH!!! fine shes onoly been in our class about ummm max 4 times? and called my name once? but the point is, she didnt say kah URN! mwhwhahahha.
i hope mrs ganesh doesnt expect a pretty map from me. cos if she does i might just have to photostat and colour over and pray for my life she doesnt kill me.
hhahaha i hope pn rahimah doesnt expect a nicely drawn diagram either! i;'m too lazy to photostat. asnd i spent last nite colouring it. while talking to *Ahem* who actually made me think he was gay lst nite. but he said he wasnt rite? hahah. i am mental.and obsessed too i spose. ah shucks.

everybody wants to be a cat

mwhahah
today third day of school. i'm in f3. not used to it!
ahahahha
today i couldnt find my geo book. stupid boys were triumphant. but anyway, i was told to stand so turning red i did... looking for my geo txtbk in the mean time/ ahahhahahhahhahhaah! i found my hw in the txtbk!!!! wheee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well i had art
was actually fun
cos i learnt
1. if u dont lk ur draawing, darkeb the lines. it looks better. either that or ur eyes get used to it eventually..
2. taking out ur anger and boredom on paper is FUN.
my cat is on my chair, taking up the most fanned place and my fav chair. horrrors.
dont u just want to be a cat. mreow.
i hate the smell of paint!!!!!!! i am ummmm paint phobic?????????????
my cat has all the fan. its not faiir. shes enjoying it too. she tried biting me when i tried to get her off.
i am babbling!
hahahahhahahahahahah
i am nutsy. post "hyped-out"ness.
*yawn*bored and borrrrred.