swimming gala

hehe i'm so proud of me i got first for all my events!!! from the bottom but first. note. first. ignore the second part and voila. ego boosters!!!
fine i dont make sense to even myself but oh well. everything couldve been worse. or better. or worse. or better. but still. next yrs coming in ummm i dunno. nxt yr?!
the booth. fun selling though i didnt know the prices.
i got yaw dongs popsicle!! if thats how his name is spelt. well actually i had bryans then ly took it away from me so i took yaw dongs. so quite cool we got them to buy then we got them to give us. do we rock? ;)
i woke up at 5 today. reached zulles house at 5.45... left zulles hse at umm 6.30? or 6.15. i recall vaguely wanting to nap on her comfy bed. zzzzZ. so gonna sleep early tonite!
i saw hotness!!! =D ni trunks. haha so gila demented sounding. but then online tak syok cos he nvr replies so yeah. bah.
i hope tomorrows a holiday cos i sure am not going to school. heehee. dont think anyone else is either so imagine an empty school with all the disgruntled teachers. my imagination is weird.
so sleepy!!! i am a compulsive whiner. bite me.
stupid factory,. where boys are made
girls will be girls and boys will be toys
i dont think david&goliath had a very good effect on me. ah well bit late, no?
today today. today today. today i did.... absolutely nothing hardworking!! wait i got up at 5 didnt i? HARDWORKING (my standards are low, but ummmm..... =D)
i miss not having to study
i need a haircut.
funfunfun la. lose oso today was still soooo darn fun. loved selling at the booth! for the short while. just wish i knew the prices. fine i wasnt a very good salesperson to be honest i merely pointed to ppl they should be asking for prices, but hey! hehe
oh there was this TERRIBLE little kid who just came to our booth while we were counting $$ and took ten bucks. van and i were lk *stare**terpegun**stunned*and then finally lk OMG WHAT DID THE KID DO?!
hehe
eeks. lol.
so sleeeepy. noones online to talk to. bet theyre all sleeping. or studying. darn. hehe heh hehe hehe hehe today fun la! =D

why ahh?

i am now in uk. freezing cold here., what can i say i'm used to 30c above!!
the ppl here.... tall and thin la.
ive seen about 10 cute guys, about 9 of them had curly hair. as weng would say... "..." but ive seen oo many mary-kate and ashley olsen lookalikes here. its like, ENVY!!! =(
my face is dry. i dont noe where my sis keeps the moisturizer. i dont spose she would appreciate me calling her during lecture to ask about it.
urgh
i dont lk missing school.
oh well i get to shop?
i'm gaining weight so fast its not fair.
my eyes cant open! jut hope theyre not red
my nose and eyes turned red yesterday. and ears. its too cold here, honest.
i miss my hot guy. aikks. plums are nice fruit. kailan is nive veg.my lips are swollen!!! noo! ee.split lips!
ahaha cant wait to shop. gonna kepo my sisters cupboard. i want a scarf.
love you=D

why ahh?

i love you i love you i love you.

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!! =D=D
not very gossipy day. but i'm fine with that!! =D
yayness. i'll need gossip soon though.
uk soon. havent finished packing
just spoke to my sis. my auntie bought me a coat!!! oh yeah. spoiltness is me. oh well. YAY!!! hahahha! wont have to borrow my sisters =)=)!!
sugar rush. pwheee. new clothes are bliss.
valentines day this yr....... not so ego bashing after all =D :p
cheers.
i'm going to uk soon. i wanna call my hot guy up. can i? dont think he'd enjoy it though! =( and eeks. aih. sad. eh i have so much hw. =p. me.
kai sheng. relax. enough with the gahhs (dumb butt! =p)
ly happy early bday!
zulles um. um. um. tell me about any perkembangan with the theatre and the choir thingy kays?
yawn ive got much hw laaaaaaaaaaaaa. lazzzzzzzzzzzzzy.
boo.
i feel bad. when you see something that is just so juvenile mean and all and aih. its mean to send stuff in others ppls name u noe. oh well. cute guy not online. am i gna be able to talk to him b4 i leave? lkly impossible. lalla.
love ya. in true valentines spirit.

shopping spree!!!

if you want anything from uk tell me i'll see if i can squeeze it in with all the shirts i'm taking from my sister. PHWEEEEE!!!!
valentines day is tomorrow ppl!! cheers!! here;s to gossip, here's to uhm. ppl admitting their love for one another?? =s.=s.=s.=s.
oh well. i dont get me
tnb workers LOVE wgetting overtime pay.
they were happily cutting some wires last nite i think. my hse blacked out. bleah! lucky lights came back. i didnt have to shower as mozzie food. YAY.
gosh i feel so nutsy. havent packed yet.
i wanna go shop shop shop in london. hahhahaha. i'll think of you guys in ms toks class while i shop =) aw. i dont wanna miss lys bday. =(
0nvm i'll see my sister and i'll hopefully see prospective a levels schools in uk. (cue : think, mat salleh boys)
kai sheng has the most interesting dreams. right, assman?? =D
lalalalallalalalalalala i havent gawked for ages.
hm. i want a new pair of jeans.
i want tommy hilfiger true star.
i want peaches and nectarines. (i keep thinking of jc when i say peaches?!=s)
i want ummmmmmm. wait i HAVE yoghurt. alls well when ive got yoghurt!
=D=D=D=D=D=D
my flight leaves at 11 i think. wont be able to come to school. oh well. v day i should be able to gawk rite. i hope at least.
i feeel crazzzzzzy. hvnt packed, i should pack shouldnt i. oo. i also should try doing my hw shouldnt i =s=s/ nooooo. lazy. i learn from my cat- the day consists of mainly 5 activities---- eating, sleeeping, sleeping, scratching furniture, and eating.

all the disadvantages of being married and none of the advantages

had family reunion last nite. so FUN sitting next to my cousin who doesnt noe personal distance. geli la. on the bright side, we had free fish and dessert courtesy of my relative and cousins well thought out acting. =( i feel bad.
haha my dad got me all hyped up today when he read the measuring tape wrongly! he said i was five feet ands i was lk YES!!! FINALLY!!!! lol. then i made him remeasure again and again. then i went back to 4'11 ish. remind me next time to take the 5' and shut up.
haha
schools soon. ive still got the long overdue compo nagging my conscience!! haha./ you know me. i dont have any of my bks though. is that a good excuse? =s=s
i'm glad su lins dad is better. poor her mustve been a gigantic shock.
havent managed to visit shakeela yet! been meaning to since lk what, last yr? the art of talk talk talk no action. rampant in nmy family. phweeeee.

do it now.
one today is worth two tomorrows;
Never leave till tomorrow
which you can do it TODAY! - Benjamin Franklin (1706-1790)

turning ideas into reality.
Ideas must work through the brains and arms of men, or they are no better than their dreams - Ralph Waldo Emerson (1803-1882)

never give up.
You are beaten to earth? WEll, well, what's that?
Come up with a smiling face.
It's nothing against you to fall down flat.
But to lie there - that's a disgrace. - Edmund Vance Cooke (1886-1967)

secrets of success
To accomplish great things,
we must not only act, but also dream;
not only plan, but also believe. - Alexander Graham Bell (1847-1922)

okies i think it's official. i'm demented. but those testpads are soo nice. i'm obsessed with them. haha. oh well. i'm taking her shirts, anyway!
lalalalla i'm hungry. =s

parlsey, sage, rosemary, and thyme

i read this book last night. i began reading it about quarter past one. it wasnt helpful that the book was kinda scary and LESBO. they sell LES fiction in times!! omgosh. i'm appalled!! so dissappointed in them!! i noticed it about ummm earlier but i thought i was being pervy! well until i "i love you"s came about. between two GIRLS. les fic. sos. anyway i shall tell you how the story ends. the lesbo prisoner escapes leaving behind the heartbroken lesbo lady whose heart she has played with. she runs off with help from the prison mistress, and runs to the maid of the lesbo lady. [there are SO many lesbos in this story.] of course the two of them, the maid and the prisoner, ran off with money the lesbo lady had planned for her escape with the lesbo prisoner. and the lesbo lady finds out she has been cheated.
of course this left a very VERY traumatised kah ann. i smsed someone immediately. silly boy didnt reply. oh well. ARRGH!!!
its not that i hv something against lesbians. just ummm LESBIAN FIC! it should come with a warning stamped across its cover : LESBIAN FIC. BEWARE.
omgosh. still feel sooooooooooo traumatised.
anwyay i should go get ready. leaving to visit my ah ee [=s] in about half an hour.
OH!!! wait first! theres an upload picture sign thingy i never knew about!!! i'm gonne press it. curiosity. nothing happens!

so early!!

my nice, sweet, complimenting cousin is coming over soon. acks. =(
hm. i feel blur. eh i dont have my glasses on.
oh well. PWHEEEE.
i'm bored la. cant do anymore cny cleaning. my hands and legs are grateful though. i'm bored. dont wanna do hw!!! procrastinating. my speciality`!! =D
theres no gossip!! darn. valentines day, come soon. then i have gossip!! can tease jun kit liao.
i'm hungry, i want a pear.
swimming gala so soooooooooon. ergh. i never train... whoopsies.
lalallalalalal
i have decided i shall go to UK with ummm 3 shirts including pjs. and take all of her shirts. the advantages =) and her overcoats, which one should i borrow? oh i MUST bring my camera gonna take tons of pix. yay =)
lalalalla zulle u lucky girl no reunions.
ly happy earlified bday. i'll call long distnace babe.(hahah that sounds so lesbo. but remember the if-not-married-by-28 pact? haha looks lk i'll be marrying evana and having an affair with zulle and jade. note that ly's name not there, so dont kill me outta jealousy ks =) ) ly you noe ur bday same as khu punya? oh yeah happy early bday khu.
and happy valentines day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

this is why i totally love family reunions/

my cousin said that i was fat. while happily slapping my thighs. still indignant.
worse offthat when i told kai sheng he said my cousin was kinda right. and then perkily continued to describe his dream of mamak night and roti canai slapping. boys need to learn tact in insulting.
and just got quizzed about whether i'm a nerd. i feel very stupid.
bleargh? nvm start the new yr happy. happy happy happy. look at me, arent i happy???
just learnt that a nerd is a person whose iq exceeds his/her body weight. nope i be not a nerd.

happiness is a skill right?

jz realised. my most generous angpow giver has gone on holiday =(
hehe. sill yuncle and auntie!!
argh hands hurt. mopping is nasty if overmuchness.
pwhee
GONG XI FA CAI
GONG HEI FATT CHOI
happy v day!!

ugh. can i rant? PLEASE???

i've got a funny story to tell.
once upon a time there was this little girl called kah ann who was told to sweep the floors and vaccuum. being the goog little girl she was she did as instructed. she swept her uncle's room first becos he was in her room drilling curtain rail thingys. she finished very sweaty and hot but satisfied. at the same time her uncle finished with her room. "perfect timing," she thought. ah. well at least until her uncle started drilling in his room. damn. the just vaccuum swept floor wall window.
she gave up, not thinking very pleasant thoughts or words.
a few hours later she starting burning cds. her uncle scolded her bcos his room wasnt swept. yaya. pwhee. Not.
where is the girl now? blogging lk a mad maniacal woman. here!
bah.
happy cny to all!! i've got lots of floors and walls and balconies and tables to tidy so ciao.

chinese new year. reunions have begun.

i was just thinking.
i think blogger has been eating up my blogs. i remember very very clearly that one of my earliest blogs was about the twins and bra boys unharimau spiritness. so lame. ah well but kinda sad though. never gonna be able to complain about that ever again =(
i dont wanna go berholiday at prime gossip time =( and prime gawking time too.
today i have a cny reunion. sadly i dont think it counts as new clothes wearing reunion. damn. i want to wear my new white shirt!!! and the pink spaghetti strap and the new boots and OOOH the new jeans! and the red shirt. sighs. oh well. maybe i can wear a skirt anyway. family no need to be so worried just wear la.
ooh maybe i can wear the light blue skirt and the sleeveless one that goes with it. wait. what did i do with the light blue skirt? =s. i dont remember where i put it.
orr i can wear the other looong crazy long skirt. hm. decisions. oh well. lalalalal. so bored. though i've got lk TONS of hw. ack. crap.
eh cny not meant to swear right? crap. better start ummm practising??? =s=s. oh wellll.. that just means during at least first 3 days of cny i mustnt think of kai and weng sheng. hhaha i'm mean.
ive got a reunion tonite. have i grumbled yet? oh well i'm grumbling now. nvm la. it'll be fun getting insulted! shall bring some hw or a book. just to shock and appall all of them.
why couldnt i be related to tom felton?? =( then i would love family reunions. haha.
pwheeee! lets see last nite i learnt that a very kah annish thing to say is "wheee i want roti canai. but after that i become kak ani. PWHEEEeE!" haha.=s oh well. pwhee!
theres simply too much hw la. silly teachers who like getting and giving so much work.
heyyyy i'm gonna miss next weeks eng lesson! hahaha no hearing "shut up and listen" "do not underestimate....." "make an ass out of u and me". plus i get to see my sister! and ooh ang pow in quid. hm. profitable. =)
i want to wear my new clothes. ooh maybe i can wear my baby jade necklace thingy. or the fork and spoon necklace sheng gave me ages ago lk 2 yrs ago? haha. aihyahhh. tonite got edi. well at least that means less later-relatives going holiday. but then sit at home boring aso la. =/ =D
haha i'm gonna miss lys bday =( sorry b i'll get your pressie frm UK k? i'll get something that i'll be so tempted to keep. then if u dont get ur present. hehehe? =p jk sorry k i'll celebrate by a long distance call with my dads phone anddddd.... i'll eat LOTS of choc on your behalf. maybe a cake too. =D
i miss jade la. but mustnt think of it.
i'm gonna miss stalking. and object of it too la. ACK. i dont get to stalk next thursday! darn. sommore h3 damn good view. and then got locker. then canteen. then mr shong dont give a damn aso. hehe.
i;m gonna miss all the gossip!
of course my frens too. all the gossip! aah. ly i dont care when i call you up long distance you;re so gonna have to tell me all the gossip!!! =D
ohh or if you're feeling generous you can ummm overseas sms? how much is it anyway. haha but i'm gonna miss you all during the only 8 days i'm gone =p

blekkk

warning:these are the rantings of a serious selfpitying bitch so yeah you might not be able to tahan but anyway. nothing interesting lately. ah well. shucks. i cant stand adults la. and how am i gonna last so freaking crazy long in a house with ONLY adults. ergh. overbearing uncle and parent. and grumpy parent. HOW FUN. eeks.
nothing happened!! no gossip langsung. how shitty.
listening to weird songs that i lk. oh well i feel weird and crazy
dont you hate it when you tell ppl things and they dismiss it as though its the stupidest thing ever bcos it is "standard or normal" and then the thing that comes out just is the exact reason why you brought up the topic, on the top of the avoid list. shit. and the way you feel that its not rite for you to feel so lk that wan la and that you;re being sombong and brattish. and then its lk i dont want to sleep in a freaking curtainless with big windows room but you're gonna make me anyway? and i cant ask the person to hurry up? then i dont want ppl to constantly come in once settled down but then its bloody obvious that you're gonna barge in anyway and i'm not gonna be able to stop you? and then you give the lecture and i feel bad but then i still feel the way i do which just sucks and makes me feel lk shit.
=( i seriously dislike adults and renovation. ive now got a marshmallow house, the smell of paint imprinted my my nose and brain, and tons of mess and lectures and arguments and biasity and severe dislike for males above 30. i hate them. so irritating the way some of them think they can scold you bcos theyre older and theyre not even ur father or teacher for crying out loud and you have to listen or die. and you just wanna talk back but you cant bcos youve got a freaking fan of them and a parent bhind you. hate him. he wont read this though unless he kepos what sites i go to. well avoid confrontation and groundedness la then. yay. not like i could go out anyway. but yay.

lobe my baby who lobes me not.

nothing going on. too many bloody tests. hate them all had to tembak every single thing. oh well. TEMBAK SPREE.
can you imagine we have and art MONTHLY?!
oh well. shucks. guess what? i'll be in UK!! ahhahaha i'll miss it and i wont take it las. too bad so sad eh.
last night saw darrens page. the irritatingness of the music. the horniness of him comment on the pic. lol.
last night i did... nothing. my social calendar is SO full. of nothing. oh well.
valentines is the next day of school. day after that i leave for UK for lk umm 8 days. gonna miss my baby. =(
NINE whole days with NO gawking. and probly no communication either.
then one day of watching the valentine-receiving ppl get their vs and probly no communication either, then back to gawkless days. bugger. hehe
oh and btw kai sheng, i still have not forgiven you for pouring water on my hair and shirt. and your staring at *wrong areas*bras*koff* and commenting on what colour i wear. supposedly wear you've got them all wrong btw. and i had to tolerate rubbish from weng weng and gohgoh(yeiyei) asking me to give you bras for ur xmas pressie. mucho emotional trauma. much much grovelling required on your behalf.
yawn so the unhype.

so soon

haha
tomorrow is my concert
i;ve decided to do a blog while i'm hyper for once
just came back from the concert rehearsal.
met this 20yr old guy nicknamed chuan.... he's a really nice guy. think REALLY nice.
wheee!!
haha shall i tell you more about him ahh? i have nothing else to say, so i will.
he's from tapah, leo, always smiling. he's in uni in kl and board with his frens. he's kinda skinny but he's really funny and told me that ppl might think the guzheng was a coffin. lol.
hahhaa
but i'm not interested in him THAT way he's too old so dont get funny ideas weng sheng!
eesh shit i'm gonna die tomorrow. me in a cheongsam like dress. ahh bite me then wish me luck in NOT tripping onstage. eeks.