wish me a rainbow

hmmmhmmm.
one more day one more day one more day! and i dont mean to lion king!
got sambal in my hair today. courtesy of nick the horrid messy nasi lemak eater with sambal on his hands and vision issues as to imagine me a mop. pft.
haahahha
today we had the lanciao song! the guys got so hypered hearing it. hahah so funny honestly. shall i tell a bit of what it is? it describes this long *banana* (as hy put it) seeing a pretty ummmm *thing* (which i will not say) and chasing after it to *nvm.i'll stop. i'm too decent for this*
kh lukisan teknik mindmap waiting for we. pwheep.
i have no idea what i want for my bday!
all i can think of is
a) tom felton. the real thing. not a poster or a vcd or a dvd or a pic.
b) 7As. i want this mucho badly and i dont wanna work for it.
sighs. my hair is messy. darren just said i'm stupid and lazy! grrrrrr. stupid khu. hahahha
anwyay. toodles.
one more freaking day! i'll do a hy and ws on hbp's release - a countdown!
---6 hrs 47 mins
---still 6 hrs 47 mins
---tick
----tick
----tick
-----tock
-------6 hrs 46 mins.......
is it just me or is time really strolling at the mo?

i wanna beeeeeeeeeee a beee!

=D so sleepy.
sc was eeks. but not soooo bad i spose.
i hate, hate, HATE gradient. i ever mention that? i'm gna die in f4.
whats worse than kecerunan? well. ppl who dont get it and wont listen to your reasoning and blablabla. hahah. ly and zulle were amused. its not funny.
okay. the other day i was flipping thru the newspaper. (flipping thru, cos its sooo boring. anyway.) i saw this ad for the secrets of face reading! by joey yap i think? me memory not happening. anyway. a big tip of the nose is meant to be wealthy and prosperous and all that? hahahh should go abt telling all those ppl with v gorg mat-salleh noses and smirk! hahhaahaha. and big ear lobes mean trustworthy and all? so yeah. my earlobes are small. am going to PULLLLLLLL them every day. =D. shall also go abt pulling the earlobes of ppl who i wanna trust. so really, anyone who gets their earlobes pulled by me should get over their shock quickly and feel honoured to have the kahann's-earpull-of-approval-and-wanting-to-trust. =D. whee.
gaff is gorgy. but her paws dig into my legs. oof shes heavy. =p
kh peta minda. hm. one word - dawdle! =D
=D=D=D=D=D
today the guys were being mean and teased jy. honestly. tsk tsk. oh well. v funny. no off =)
today nic was lk damn pms. blasted jun kit first thing in the morning. was lk *cue wide shock eyes*. it wasnt nice la. but oh well. i spose jun kit ds get on the nerves too much somtimes. but still. it wasnt me. not gettting involveeeeed. =D
ks bday hari ini
HAPPY HAPPY BDAY!!!! may all ur dreams come true, we wish you happy bday, so we can party tooooo!!! =D disney is good. growing out of it is overrated, right? fine maybe not. =p

oo.

today today today, mondays suck, most def. anyway, pn rahimah was late today!! no sc!!
hahahaha i absolutely abhorr little kids btw. helped chiifen and zulle for a leeeeeeeeetle while today, selling junks to the primaries. well. put it this way. chii fen was really patient with them tho! hahah. one class, they asked : can we sell some stuff? and then this little kid punched the air. "YES!" *cue : chii fen groans. oh NO. take them away. pls?*
anyway. me = bored and sleepy.
have you ever had 'devil on horseback'? if i got the name right, its bacon wrapped around a prune. tastes weird. but much better than it looks. not saying much considering it resembled an intestine. but it was gooood. and ohmygosh green tea souffle. so nice. and the cookies!!!!!! i had dinner at my aunt punya uncles hse. god it was gorgeous. they had a nice not-really-a/v-but-something-lk-it room! and a butler. lushness. when we went in this thin old man came up to us and offered us glasses of water. i was lk *stare at him* what the..... hahha. anyway.
yesterday went to see the apartments at suria stonor. gorgyness? hahahha. but the price. ew. but the great part was, we went shopping after that!!! funfunfun! klcc. elle was lk going at half price. yummy. ahha =) cpk has no toilets tho. its evil to not have restrooms in a restaurant. makes you walk lots.
melenggang hai melenggang hai tari lenggang
ly did her bm lisan today.
so did ks. i think he managed to get his desired 12/12.
mel got 12/12 today too.
whoohoo? hahahha
=|

sakai!!

ANYWAY. i finished hbp on thurs!! the ending was so so unsettling. but i'm glad she finally made draco more humane. hahah! =) yes i absolutely adore tom felton and am 100% jealous of whoever gets to play pansy parkinson. btw, jk rowling has a very very WEIRD sense of matchmaking. i mean... ahhaha.
anyway.... yesterday shen called. and started singing abt internet being for porn or something? i was lk... huh? *blur face* ooh you have to watch disney's ice princess. there's an absolutely hot hot guy there wei! ahhaha. i lvoe treasure planet. such a nice typical disneyish movie =) you gottta love them? =p
its odd. i miss jade =( hahha
today had piano lesson with mr lean. hmm. halfway thru felt my sofa calling to me-sleeeeeeep on meeee. hahah. anyway. its so scary. i cant seem to buckle down to grind my nose for pmr and even my piano exam its lk..... gosh. if i dont do well for pmr i'll drop class and then confirm, i wont do well in spm. and then i wont be able to get into this really *leet* (proof i've been listening to tshen talk gossip lately hahaha!) college for a-levels and then i wont get into a good uni and then i'll grow up to be a bum and a burden on my sister. not a happy thought. optionally, if that happens, i could just go for plastic surgery, all that jazz and then embark on a husband hunt when i'm 20ish and live miserably ever after, but who cares? hahha.
anyway. happier stuff! in six days time is my bday!! and my cousins!! today is my overseas-auntie's. hahah. going for dinner with some second cousins tonite i think. am not sure. might be just the old uncles and my first cousins there. no clue.
3 more days to sen/yitang's bday. sighs. its weird, i've only seen yi tang abt 2-3 times since he left for sri kdu. which was abt 3 yrs ago. ahha.
my ears feel airlogged! seriously they do!
mel is meow! =) at least thats how ms tok pronounces it.
and ohhh. you know i think ms selvi wanted to hear more of wengs rubbish during eng yesterday. but without a good wit partner, it wasnt half as funnny. noone can replace wj in the ws-wj crap-talking duo! ahha.
my.gosh. bryans v unshy abt lking murphy isnt he?! 100000000000000000000000000 times more ob than shen! hahaha. thats saying seomthing. somethign v big. hahaha. =)
oh crap. i have to do my part for our sej presentation./ right.

blah?

ppl who dislk whining should not read.
hahah. okay. listen up : i have finally gotten hbp! haha. well in an indirect way it was my bday present from min de. it was reaallllllllllly nice of him.. but i paid him bck for it. to be honest, i didnt want to. =p lol. but after a lot of stunned silence (ly) tsk tsk head shaking (weng) i decided to. i mean, its almost a hundred bucks for god's sake! he should use the money to do something to impress kar men or his ahem someone else not give me the bk, ugh! i was jokiiiiiiiiiiing. and then summore when jun kit returned the money to him. and i think he might've said something mean and nasty and all. and in the bus i realised, he had written there happy birthday and all. and then i realised by paying him i mightve insulted him. so yeah i feel rotten. wo shi ee ke rotten ping guo. and after tht i spent a bus ride watching in terror as a friend happily ate ice cream over the bk while reading it. i mean, i havent read it. must you really eat freaking melting ice lollies over it?! no off =)
of course, my mom thinks this should teach me to think before i talk. which is also what wj said. when both my mom and wj are right, there is something dreadfully wrong with the universe. BAH!


anyway, nvm. happier topics!!! today, english. cue weng and wj talking bs. cue ms selvi asking them to go in front of class and read the passages. cue them talking even MORE crap. hahahahha!!! it was hilarious!!!!!! *wengs whiniest voice* "fatherrrr... he hit me with HIS stick!!!!" lol.
weng : "and i got together with kai sheng....."
wj : "so that's when you got that wonderful job!"
LOLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!
couldve died laughing. hahah
weng and wj sohuld venture into the comedy showbiz kinda stuff. i;d support them! provided they train in class!

gargantuan rant

and that's the way the cookie crumbles.
i honestly seriously hate mondays! grrrrg.
i have lost my sej f2 textbook!! and i need to type the bloody bloody sej thingy for powerpoint! uggggh. i hope its in my locker. tho i remember seeing it at home. just hopwe my sister didnt get to it. =)
why is it that you cant tell me that in a soft tone? or not tell me at all? or at least, phrase it more tactfully?! and then tell everyone else. oo whoopie i got the sneak preview. yiPEE. bah. screw you. if you know what i'm talking abt, whoops? hahah. shh.
today i was talking to a certain someone. a very irritating guy. who was rubbing salt into a freshly cut wound. its not smart btw. it's like, i'm trying my best to be nice to him. he can tell. and he;s totally pushing the limits! he doesnt bug other ppl who display their dislk of him v v clearly, and he;s trying his best to irritate me?! wth. nvm. shall blow up at him later. and i swear, when he smirked, god. am just so thankful that i did not see him in the canteen cos i might have done something i'm sure i'd regret. or i'd get sent to the office for. anger management issues. something i'm afraid i'm learning to realise i have. you know what screw it.
ms selvi asked kah urn (again) today whether she was having any problems. in front of the whole bunch of her "anak"s. riight. sadly, i've yet to identify kahurns problem. and i very much doubt kah urn wants her "personal" problems to be the talk of the staffroom. or worse, another class. i guess i should be less sceptical of her secret keeping abilities, but wth. better safe than sorry, si?
i dont like half the people i'm close too. i guess that means i'm not v lkable eh. hahaha. nvm. wtv.
my mum asked to change my piano lessons to mr lean. what. the. hell? i want to quite, damn it, not get a more expensive teacher!! what am i going to do with piano? nothing. am i going to practice? honestly, look at me. i hate taking it so seriously, and wth. nvm. grateful right. yeah. sigh.
and bm lisan tmrw. if i wanna do struktur 2, its The Day. uhhuh. BAH.

this is a 100% shitty day. gosh, i'm sure taking a leaf out of hy's book. not good. =p sadism is not me. in a way. i think. screw it.

please be there

hahaha. today today ms tok in damn bad mood!
there was a moth in schoool. gigantic. theres another one in my house too. its been here since i came bck from school. do you believe in reincarnation? i know ks poshes anything yet to be proven scientifically, but yeah.. my sister believes it. everytime a moth stays in our house for more than 3 hours she'll go on abt it maybe being our late grandad on dads side. its scary to imagine it. sighs =( death is one thing that we may nvr know about, even after outer space is combed. cos theres noone there and bck again to tell us! darn! hahahha
anyway, yeah, hj's brother is v smart! apparently he was talking abt speedometer etcetc velocity-meter, something along those lines. gosh, i know what speed is, but when i heard "speedometer" i could only think of an instrument to classify speedo swimwear? hahah. nvm. i learnt something knew today then. lol.
i miss bats! they used to pop in our hse every now and then! and spaghetti! the mynah bird thingy hahahha. =) i miss them!
apparently i'm always v quiet until break when i get some sugar and then i go high? no, thats not true btw =)
oh the tuesday jade visited us!! =) got a bday pressie and cake! hahah. so nice of her =p damn funny wei. i didnt realise what the present was, so i took it out right at the canteen table. yw apparently was trying to tell me to keep it back in, but me, being v observant as usual, i was still trying to figrure out what it was. then it clicked and i put it bck in. lol.
i have yet to identify the "personal problem" i am facing. bah.

empty scrolls and air in f!

today was prize giving. ala negarakuness and school songness. and humiliation. apparently my dad went up to kevin and pushed his head down, claiming I (repeat, I) asked him to do tht since kevin grew taller than me. excuse moiiii?!?!?!?!?! ughhh! am traumatised beyond belief. haha. must work on convincing him nvr to come to school functions.
so yeah, today, um.... oh yes. i believe weng has an addiction to messing my hair up, that bully. i finished my geo tho!! nic is great at times. shall now work on imitating his writing. lol.
sad sad existence. some ppl in other classes have started studying for pmr. and i'm still bumming! and i come from the kiasu class. gosh. me=dead.
the other day a hilarious thing happened. ms selvi, in all seriousness, asked to talk to me outside class. i was freaking out, what did i do wrong?!?! guess what she asked! whether i was okay. ummm... right! hahaha. apparently someone told her i was "not myself" lately. ummmmm?!?!??!
okay. today, oh yeeees..... darren did a grand betrayal of pks secret. to ms tok. HAHAHA. then pk did the same to darren! hahahahahhahahahahahhahaha!!! tmrw maths lessons will prove *amusing* hahahah. just saying.
oh yes, jas was in school today!
oh today, we proclaim tung sheng happy day!! hahaha. we were all so jahat kept telling him tht. lol.
there are many ways of mis-pronouncing my name i realised. my moms cousin calls me "eng". which is, technically my real name i spose. or was meant to be anyhow. i think it IS eng is chinese. but "eng" sounds so.... teochew. hahaha. ooh they gave us the teochew braised duck egg tofu thingy! was so so so so good. *drool* shall devote post-pmr time learning how to cook it. its fantastic! hahahha.
confessions of an ugly stepsister is a fantabulouso show!! it was soo sweet!!! and saddening but you know, sweet!!!! =) the girls not tht ugly tho. but the 'cinderella' was so pretty. c'est tres unfair! hahahha.

at my wits end.

lalla. started the day sleepy. typical. lol. BORING! anyway, methinks ms selvi is trying to give us all a nightmare. let's see.. demanding that we at least have finished studying f1 and f2 syllabuses??! please wei! she was lk asking all of us how we've been studying lk our timetables and all. lets just say tht we (her "anak") are very creative and TRIED (thts the operative word) to placate the evil fire-breathing dragon. so there. blah! hahah. honestly, i dont get her. kah URN. i mean, its lk ann. simple! its not leURN rimes, is it? bah. evil woman.
and then, gosh. have you ever ever tried sitting at the front row during assembly? you cant sleep. you cant talk. you cant roll your eyes. the only good side of it is (as weng/nic said) LEGSPACE!!! hahaha. tons of it. not to mention we had a mega boring assembly. but apparently upper sec had a very very amusing assembly involving sex ed? hahah.
the other day i had a family reunion. in 'fine circle'.. that place serves what i suppose ppl call fusion food. wtv. it tastes bad okay! well thts what i think. they serve TINY portions. of weird stuff. i mean. why call it a chinese restaurant if you serve foie gras? ew, who wants to eat ummm is it goose liver? =s. my sister said it tasted fattening. riight. wtv. just glad the bill went to my uncle not my dad. if it went to my dad... gosh. i dont think it was particularly cheap. nor nice. =p. i wonder what my auntie did to my cousins... they stayed sober.
have you ever watched 'the borrowers'? spud spiller is cute! he looks lk jeremy sumpter! =D and ooh. 'drive me crazy' is a typical show. but feel good i spose. nice! i am david is sorta inspiring! never, ever, watch 'birth'. it left me traumatised. i mean, we're talking serious paedophile-ness here!
okay. so theres a ton of work. i'm going out for dinner. coming bck i'm going to exercise. my parents believe i am seriously unfit. they dragged me out to WALK yesterday. around the neighbourhood. oh wait, you mean the main road? why yes, i mean just that. gosh! i need to find my cap do i can cover my face. gosh!!!
has anyone ever heard the tale of weng's trying to freak the msskl chess players before the game? and how it backfired? well, if you havent, ask darren. plus the facial effects, its a great tale =p
i have... (listen up for the cliche).. gained weight. wait. no. i;ve LOST weight, gained FLAB! this is c'est terrible. my skirt button popped off. and currently in denial. please do not mention my flab gain to my face. may be tempted to pour hot soup on yours.
sighs. =(
pmrs coming up and i'm not capable of stopping my bumming spree!! arrrrgh. the downsides of no will-power. horse power. hahaha
i need ppl for accounts tuition after pmr! grg. loong jins mom. at loong jins hse. near bsc i'll walk ppl there hahahah.
sighs. hy was in a bit of a bad mood today. must be tough being all against-the-world? =s. that is one sadistic guy. ahhaha. i never wanna be on his grudge hitlist.
right. heavy dinner, then lame exercise. excuse me while i die first!

signed, sealed, delivered!

i got the big signature on my kh notebk! hahaha.
today today today nth much happened right? lets see. oh yeah mrs ganesh said something evil abt jk i think! or was it just implication. i terlupa..
anyway. LONDON WON THE BET! NO MATH HW FOR TWO DAYS! haha ms tok was in bad mood tho didnt give us the *other* part of the deal (coughcoughlovelifetalecough)
hahahahaha the scripts on the popup ads are screwed! take that! lol.
anyway.
ms selvi is evil. "kah urn" honestly dislks tht woman. but honestly, shes gotta be one of the wonders of the world. the only one who mutates the word "ann" into "urn" and "anne" into "an-NIE". v weird. ahhaha.
moral was boring!! we were lk trying to see the f4 guys in the pool? i couldnt see anyone (my height factor being a point here.... =p ) but apparently i didnt miss too much. dear su ling, you know who were the three guys in the pool? (apparently) a) loong jin b) faridq c) some other guy who i forgot. oh well. i'm glad i didnt get to look. i think i'd have to boil my brains imagining me seeing lj topless. i'm not saying hes not appealing or nething lk tht. i'm just totally used to him! practically grew up hearing constantly of him? hahhaha. i'd kill myself before thinking of him tht way.
i wanna watch charmed!! hahahah
i miss summerland! hahhaa! sighs. so siao siao. everyone was so siao siao today. ks was pmsy sorta irritated. pn zainab!! she was lk so perky hyper al was lk "cikgu ok tak today?" hahahha!! so funny! ms selvi was lk so tickled to hear abt tiara!! hahahahahaha!!! then she tease weng abt pl. then wengs ears went BHOOOSH. reedddd.
btw weng, nic, i am not a dog! i do not resemble a puppy! =P! hahah.
NO MATH HW!!! cheers
sej test was ewww. just gross.
they sold the cupcake thingy things today! hahaha. very nice. mx's mom should be our new best fren. =) riiight! hahah!
try to set the night on firee..

i'd cry, but isnt it a waste of effort?

today was pe. do you know what a bleep test is? no? well i'll keep the suspense. mainly i'm too lazy to type it all out.
i;ve finished the bloody lukisan teknik!!! its official. i. hate. lukisan. teknik. and i suck at it. major. whoohoo.
today pn nora was lk "sorry, cannot sign ur book yet.." hm. do i want my notebk to have a huge DISEMAK on it even? i mean, its not exactly very inspiring and 'come lets study' material. hahah! do i want that gigantic thing sprawled over my front cover? sad thing is, i really really do. bcos then that'd mean i wont have to live in fear of having to redo my lukisan teknik or mk my kh notes more complete. hahah =)
pn rahimah can compete with weng when it comes to lameness. gosh! hahaha. unfair? nono.... undark! hahhaha
yesterday ms tok tied up her hair!! she looked real young and pretty. damn chun.
okay. i had loads to write abt but i forgot!
do you believe in euthanasia? if i'm spelling it right?
am intolerant to intolerable people.
am suffering severe lack of proper water supply. lousyness of jba sometimes! hahah =D
well msian courts are v bribe infested arent they? i mean. seriously. no off. =s
btw, never, EVER let weng mark your drill papers. my english paper. my poor english paper. it has crosses which have been lk done over and over again, i swear some of them are .5 cm thick okay! as if he was crosssing with marker! and the ticky thingys are so teeny. sigh, injustice-ness?
you know tht if you agree with ks' opinion during one of his pms moods, you are pmsing too. ahahha! =D not entirely true tho.
yesterday desperate housewives. i'm so very hooked on it now. i mean, its fascinating!!!
i have decided. if i ever have a daughter, i'm going to send her to ballet from young. so tht she'll be able to dance. =p blah!
oh gosh. simba is on my bday. but i bet i'll still have to pay. why tho? i mean, isnt it incorporated into our school fees?!
its now 6.00 and my sister;'s not bck from work. shes becoming a workaholic. must ask her whats so addictive abt photocopying and scanning (which, apparently, is all she ever ds at work. there must be a hot guy somewhere there i guess. why else addicted to WORK?!)
so much homework. bah. teachers are trying to see how much longer before we crack. or go on it. =) lame lame lame!

rainy days and mondays

one of those days where you just cant do nething rite? in other words, bad days! ahha.

lyrics to the (gone case) numanuma thingy.. in english theyre quite fascinating!

Hello, hi, it's me, an outlaw,
and please, my love, accept happiness.
Hello, hello, it's me, Picasso,
I gave you a call and I'm neat,
But you must know I'm asking you nothing.

Chorus:
You want to go but you don't, you don't take me with you
You don't, you don't take me with you, you don't, you don't, you don't take me with you
Your face and the love under the linden tree
remind me of your eyes (x 2)

I gave you a call, to tell you what I feel now.
Hello, my love, it's me, happiness.
Hello, hello, it's me again, Picasso,
I gave you a call and I'm neat
But you must know I'm asking you nothing.

Chorus:
You want to go but you don't, you don't take me with you
You don't, you don't take me with you, you don't, you don't, you don't take me with you
Your face and the love under the linden tree
remind me your eyes (x 2)

Ma-ia-hii Ma-ia-huu Ma-ia-haa Ma-ia-ha-ha (x 4)

Chorus:
You want to go but you don't, you don't take me with you
You don't, you don't take me with you, you don't, you don't, you don't take me with you
Your face and the love under the linden tree
remind me of your eyes (x 2)



riight. hahahha
geo mondays suck major. they drain you out lk theres not tmrw.
=(
if theres one thing i'm good at, its self pity! hahahha!!! thats so not a good thing!
=s feeling v confused. i believe zulle and ks and pk are having a minor tiff. as not the trianglet tiff but the zulle+pk not understanding ks entirely hahah. its odd really.
sometimes i feel disgusted. but then, i feel disgusted at myself for feeling so. i feel as if theyre trying to be someone theyre not. anyway, who am i to say huh? maybe i just nvr knew the person.
aaanyywayyy....
i wanna curl up and just hide. please go away, tuesday coming up.

eat veggies or hv smelllllie feet!

titanic is a great show. leonardo dicaprio's hunk factor too. hm. i didnt lk that rose person! she so used jack. poor jack. if she'd gone on the boat he'd have lived! stupid rose whatever. bah!
hey big spender... spend a little time with me! hahaha
anyway. yesterday i went shopping!! mv. but i was feeling v v sick so i kinda ruined it for my sis i think =( felt so bad... but i really felt headachey and stomchachey and cold. v cold. and lk what to do... sigh =( anyway. i discovered my mom has a phobia i might hv anaemia. sighs! mothers! overly worried beings.
my piano teacher has a girl!!! she msged me last nite. so cool! so maternalish hahaa seeeing her so happy being a mom makes me wonder, is being a mom so happyfying? wtv, coolness haaha
last time ly used to say cooley remember?! until she realised how ummmm hahahha ryan cooley is offscreen?



Fun Facts: How We Sniff Out Our Lovers

While looks still count, it turns out that our sense of smell may be one of the most important tools we use when choosing a suitable sexual partner. It's pretty simple, actually: We use choose someone whose natural body scent smells good to us. Researchers from Philadelphia's Monell Chemical Senses Center showed that human beings use natural body scent to help determine whether someone is attractive or not. Our natural scent, also called pheromones, doesn't always register on a conscious level, but it's long been thought pheromones have a big impact on our behavior, reports the BBC News


=D LOL!

if you laugh within the nxt 15 mins....

congrats you probate-turned-prefect ppl! hhahaha
anyway. today was sakai!!!
hahhahahaha
i am in stitches. you know why? cos i read this overexaggerated siao kiao webbie! hahahha its the most hilarious thing ever. lol!
anyway. commencement is four nights? MCH what crap is tht man?! its meant to be the whole frikking school for crying out loud! nyek nyek nyek. bah! i mean, what shit is that?!?!?! two nights per schoool?!
i realised a v sad thing. pangkor was probly the last camp i'll ever go with josh and all the f5s. =( thts sad. ='( i didnt even realise it then! theyre all growing up. wth, i'm not even close to them! hahah but its sad nontheless.
hsi yi just sent negaraku to me. wth?!?!?! i thought it was londonderry air when it first started playing... *swear**profanity* i LIKE londonderry air. stupid. hahaha!
imagine negaraku playing in the cinemas. cant imagine? ask hsi yi to describe. totally freeeaaaaakyyyyyyyy.
prenups should SO be allowed. i mean, hello?! 21st century, dummy!
yawnn. i had a LOT to say
but now i hv nth to say. whoopee me! =)