the game of love

today. sad. the high of my day was singing happy bday to ms tok while she persistently told us it was not her bday. (shes right, but apparently they wanted to know her REAL nday? hhahaha!! )swimming test. which i did not take. speaking of which.. put a swimming test and add a bunch of girls refusing to go into water when normally they would and add some maturity-challenged boy classmates into the picture. you get : SHE CANT SWIM SHES GOT HER *revered silence etc etc* peeeeerriiioooodd...
... you get the picture.
speaking of the guys in our class.. today our darling weng "my darling" sheng almost lost my geo monthly test paper for me. you see, i went to the bathroom, leaving my bks with ly. enter weng trying to sit on my books (which were conveniently perched on the balcony.. you know the place right above the link bridge roof where its so tempting to climb?). from what i heard, weng must have underestimated his bum and bag. cos i came down to see poovan sprawled across the balcony trying to reach a cheque and my geo paper. which mustve fallen out frm my books. woohoo. smart boy. and i lost a ruler. weng is a ruler killer! he tried getting my cheque back using my ruler. my ruler. which is now lost and gone forever. sigh. hahahah. oh well. the link bridge roof now has a ruler for which it has no use of.
i have a haagen daz voucher (30% off) that i have to use by tmrw. and considering the fatty content in haagen daz ice cream, perhaps that can be my ruler. if you get what i mean. gosh nicks right i'm getting weird.
argh nvm abt my ruler i ready balas-ed dendam. ahhaha basically spent lunch telling darren the long long story of the... well. nvm. hahhah the tau foo story!
and ly told me wengs lame joke.
whats a deer with no eye?
...........................................
no idea.
geddit? no-eye-deer?
hahahhahaha!!! i have to say thts a good one. lol.
=( i nvr know what you think.

of tattletales and rattlesnakes.

its dumb to be glum in a slum plum. right?
anyway. one word sums today so i shall not say more abt it except the word - AUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
oh and i have to whine abt the stupid amount of bm hw. an essay on a first cooking experience with unsur lucu, and suspens in it? siao! i mean.... lets see. my first dabble in the culinary arts was at camp. maggi mee. wow. how suspended (lol) is that. i can just feel the judges (and pn zainab) feeling a shiver running down their spine as they read the maggi mee talk. riight.
the other day we did fractional distillation for petroleum. talk abt fun!!! we poured it into cotton wool and pn rahimah set it on fire for us. daksha was acting sakai and trying to burn a lot of other stuff with the petroleum-cotton in the crucible. it was so cool! then we did the experiment where we make limewater.... and it was so so coool! it fizzled it sizzled it cracked and ooooh. it was so cool!! i made calcium hydroxide out of calcium oxide and calcium carbonate!! and for once our experiments acheived the RIGHT results!! hahhahah!!!! gogo me ly and su ling!! hahah!!
siao eggs. my gosh!
anyway. i guess i better get cracking on the inspired maggi mee story. ttfn!

stuffed

just came bck frm jap buffet. one word sums all : BURP!
OMG matt ballinger is in a band now! i cant believe i didnt knoww!!!
the juice
still in state of self appallation. if theres such a word.
trivia! (abt matt ballinger, duh =P)
-Once right before a Dreamstreet concert, he fell into a pond outside of their hotel and his pants were soaked. He had enough time to change his pants but couldn't find any spare underwear, so he did the concert without any on.
-He only got to do part of the run of The King and I because backstage a huge metal locker fell on his head and required 10 stitches.
-During the last preformence of Inherit the Wind, he leaned against a set wall that hadn't been planted firmly enough and it collapsed, Matt and all. and he fell on to a pile of lights backstage.
-He attends Tufts University.
he;s my sister's age. darn.

alrite fine its not a very good pic! lol =p
josh zuckerman! feast. must watch.
-Joshua Ryan Zuckerman
-Nickname is Boo Boo
-attended Princeton University in 2003
also my sister's age. darrn! why didnt she go to princeton. silly girl hahahaha
you know what? nvm abt the cute actors. theyre not as cute as some msians neway. ahahhahaha!

wheeeheee!!

drumrollll....... guess what?
goh jade lynn is back!! wheee!!! damn pmr. if not for it i;d go out loads.
*swear*
hahaha yayness!
so so hot. i mean the weather. damn that came out wrong. no i'm not batting for the other side. bridget jones is fab! colin firth is hott....
shen damn bad nvr tell me tht jade was bck!! i feel so hurt! hahahahah.
tmrw am going to see perverted cousin. tho he;s been behaving since i fouind out abt maxie. whoever said blackmailing was overrated is clearly mistaken.
do i look lk a hw journal? cos hanan's treating me lk one. well. at least tht means i give the impression of someone who knows whats due when. whoop for me!
seriously need to buckle down and study but its so freaking hard who wants to study when theres zara topshop giordano elle u2??! the other day i went into topshop... and guess what??!?!?! i could fit into the jeans there!!!! without folding it up!! wheee!!! just overlook the label - "petite" "L30"(or was it 29?) hahhahaha. so what if i have short legs. it comes with being 4'11". lol.
the other day i was being a very lame and terribly bored person lk i always am... and i found this tai yuin haters club website? frankly i dont know her myself. i only know tai yang;s her bro. nvr seen her before. but its kinda mean to have such a thing isnt it? i mean... if she found it i'm sure she'd be broken.. but you know what since i dont have a clue abt anything to do with the politics of f1s this yr, i don;t really care. it just terrifies me to imagine that somewhere out there might be a "KAH ANN HATERS CLUB". so i told my sister abt it. she told me to google myself. i resent having the same name as a bloody male character in an ancient chinese vamp movie. but honestly, poor girl. why would anyone bitch so much so drastically on black and white in cyberspace where EVERYONE can see? they must really, really, hate her. infinite times than the AJK dislks jk. i dont think the AJK really dislks him tho. they just participate in it to feel accepted and part of the gang i think. hm. am i in the ajk? dont remember.
anyway. i have nothing deep and meaningful to say.

lol

A natural chemical found in soy, tofu and legumes can potentially damage sperm and lower men's fertility, Reuters reports of new research from King's College London. The plant chemical, genistein, mimics the effect of the female hormone estrogen and in turn affects sperm in laboratory mice. Tests in humans have shown an even stronger impact than in the rodents.
King's College sounds terribly fascinating doesnt it? LOL!
okay. so today... ks and ly made the records. new cheesy way of "flirting". wingapo-style waving for five-ten mins straight. fine if you listne to her side of the story she was bored, and it was not flirting. (its true, but who wants to hear that?? gossip is 100% fiction neway.)
sooo. today ms tok was telling us abt her 8tv 6.30 setiap ahad show. and the white ulats. needless to say ks was being a perv. but anyway. yes. did you know that in the nipah tree there are a lot of white ulats? that are edible and quite the delicacy. yumyum apparently. lk mayo and whaat? lol.
weng is a bigmouth. wen jun is a bigmouth. wen jun and weng sheng are bigmouths. =p whee.
evana walked out front today! whee.
nxt week will be imovie screening i hope!
apparently only 3 guys in f4 passed their swimming test.

fitting in. how would you know if they are your true friends?

gila mode today!
did geo presentation.
weirdrant i'm weird. dont read if sensitive. wtv. eat me.

hmmm. everyones hyper!

okayyy. today started off bad. what happens when you sleep at abt 2ish i spose. lol. oh well. it ended pretty good i guess! =D
cats are violent. just so you know. gaffy was on my lap the other day. then my sis came and kacaued her. then i hugged her. and then her claws were coming out. anyway, 5 mins later i tried to pat her. she tried scratching my arm. i dodged. yes one point for me! yes i'm lame! anyway, yeah. i was so stunned. i thought my cat was NICE. hmph. apparently not. then suddenly she bolted off the chair and bit my leg. hard. its got a mark now. its deep. its bloody. mean cat. well yeah! cats. hold. grudges. pffft!! and oh oh oh. she keeps staring at my ankles so menacingly i'm quite scared of her now... run me run!
someone for everyone. except. nvm. i'm so not gna finish tht sentence. cos i'm optimistic rite? speaking of which, how optimistic do you feel abt the environment? LOL poor vana!
yes i;m in a slightly hyper mood. i dont know if its lack of sleep or seeing hot ppl. or just coming online and talking to hyper and happy ppl. its cool how talking to happy ppl can make you happy. yeaaah! talking to happy people today has ummm made my day! riiight! its amazing how happiness can be contagious. if you;re in the right mood that is. =D. but then if you;re in the wrong mood, can anyhting make you happy? precious few, if any. hahah! smile and the world smiles with you! lame lame lame. =)
okayyyy. today going out for dinner!!! chinese!!! cos its 50% off every mon and tues in june!! hahahha. my family = cheapo!
what else happened today? nothing! absolutely nothing!
except i really do feel reaaaalllllyyy disconnected from class. weird tho. oh well. i guess its gonna take some butting into conversations! lol. wait i dont think thats a v good idea. oh weeeeeeellllllllll.
blah! miss jadey! oh well. sighs.

dotting dotting dotting dotting

there was a dot on the not who was called dot and it was dot who was not a dot but a cot? nvm wtv. i feel weird.
today was a terrrible day. firstly, yesterday, after a MINOR tiff with my mom, i climbed the roof to get away. i totally forgot the fact that it was lk afternoon and freaking hot and sunny and that i had no hat no sunscreen. recipe for disaster. i think i must;ve gotten sunstroke cos i didnt rush back into the shade. or maybe temporarily insane? =p so today i was in school as a sunburnt roasted potato skin. whee for me! =D
cambridge exam. majorrr disgusting. i hate having to sit for papers when communication is required. bah. and jackie omgosh. i never want to take an oral exam with jackie. ever. seriously that girl has such fab english it as if she's dictating a compo. its that great. i can write it but i can say it. wtv. i make no sense now.
oh. also had big splash today. didnt get to see nething. the perks of being short. not! lost my voice during the games carnival trophy thingy things. screaming and yelling. right before my cambridge. so not good! lol. anyway yeah, in the process i mightve deafened the group of f1 girls standing in front of us. it was lk *we scream* *they turn around, glare at us, move in front, cover their ears* *we scream* etc etc. and when pl and i started screaming with the others, mel al and ly went way off to the bck. its kinda offensive if youre sensitive i guess. but to each her own! i;m not sure if i should be sorry cos we deafened all of them or cos theyve all got zilch hse spirit added together. gosh harimau is as spirited as dead fish. wait. less. there were a group of 5 of us girls sreaming. thats it. wheee. i guess its better tho i think if the whole hse shouted everyoned be freaking pissed. but first they'd probly die of cardiac arrest. harimaus? cheering? more than ten of them? faint! LOL. i'm feeling slightly cynical i guess. oops. oh well. its so funny when wai luen cheers. i dunno, its just so funny. they mk it lk that i spose. lol. cute anyhow.
seladang damn spirited tho. damn chunted!
anyway. after cambridge exam... we went to the canteen for lunch. then my dad came at lk 1.30? and zulle only finished at lk 2.25. so had to wait for her since i was taking her bck. and the stupid thingy said we had to stay in quarantine till the last two went in. yeah. right. thats why they let us out earlier. lol. anyway. felt bad making my dad wait but then what else to do... he appeared in the canteen. my dad looked for me in the canteen. the humiliation. gosh. loud booming voice pot belly all that. plus i looked lk a total spoilt brat. which, in a way i am, but stillllllll! lol. =p
apparently after all the construction (renovation improvent extension wtv you get me) at my hse, i'm allergic to contruction dust. a very very ugly bright red rash on my neck. very grossly itchy. shall not scratch tho.
and then bck to school. enter class. geo b13 is all over the whiteboard. literally i guess. was lk WTH we have to copy that? but then yeah didnt. will make my own notes i guess. gosh i so did not understand what b13 is. within 3 mins of the class i was lk, ufck. i dont get this... and guess what, i still dont.
its weird. this yr i;ve gotten closer to darren and nicyei and i;ve gotten less close to both after. i;ve gotten less close to zulle, and all the probates, and even tho i'm usually lk talking to ly i feel we;ve actually drifted apart. its weird kinda in a way. nvm. there are too many 'i's in that thought. pfft. must stop thinking of self so much. plus, reflecting is tolerable on good days. on bad days its just foul. right?
and methinks pn azizan wanted to kill us all by hw. too much man. plus notes i missed. so why am i here?

report card day

today was totally screwed. i shouldve just gone shopping with my sister laaaa. i wouldve enjoyed it more.
hahahha! anyway. today was totally screwed up! yeah. and i'm so so so sorry to inconvenience ly and her mom.... lol. nxt time report card day i'll umm.. well i dunno. i'll do something. nvm.
i;ve got a nasty blueblack now! on my knee. it was red earlier now its black. ew.
okay so yeah. my dad collected my report card later i guess. well. apparently i pass up all my moral work on time. and do my moral work enthusiastically. cool i didnt know i did any of the moral work. oh well. whee? and apparently i participate in sc experiments. =s. begging nic to do the heating stuff for us lol! nvm its partially right cos i helped in the umm last project right? the one when our boiling tube cracked... =p oops. ms tok says i merosot =( and mrs ganesh asys i need to work hard to get ummm what was it... consistent results? =(=( hahha. i hate sej its a stupid subject anyway. spitting and regurgitating required for it. ms selvi says i have a pleasant and cheerful personality by nature. hmm. cool! lol. i hope i NEVER get into mr sheat's bad books. eek. the laughing incident. whoops. die. i mean, he wrote an eevil report for tung shen.... ugh! scared! but i hope i get him if i make it into sc stream nxt yr neway. my sis said he was a good teacher?
i found out today that weng is the one responsible for leaving us out of hsi yi's a/v room! grg. bugger!!! lolll! but i still dont want to keep eurotrip if my dad ever watches it i'm dead. grg. i think so neway. riight.
just finished watching bridget jones 1 and 2. omg colin firth is hot. my sister agrees. yay? jhahah. bryan has all these sappy msn names. gosh, is it healthy? gosh, i'm talking! hahhah!!
mcfly-obviously. i think any girl would melt if a guy dedicated it to her. i know rob thomas is overplayed but his songs are still nice. lol! ritbritney spears actually has nice songs now. hahha. her songs are nice!
today so many ppl came in normal clothes. shen, jc, yew eng, su ling, blabla. cool. i feel damn posery coming to school in other clothes somehow. too used to the uniform. lol! sad sad sad.
okay. whats up? nothing! look the sky's so blueeee........ i feel sakai! oh well. gone case. al laughed so much today!! hahahh. and she meraba-ed my leg. well sorta. damn freaky!! must nvr sit near al in one of her whacky insane moods. its dangerous. really. def not healthy at any rate lol. i cant believe i forogt e wahs present. lk shiit i've been intending to bring it when i have a light bag but i totally forgot today! sighs. my memory of a parrot huh?
my sister has a big presence in the house. for starters, i can never sleep early nemore cos my parents stay in the room really long to talk to her. damn i sound so selfish! but i cant sleep with them all in the room. its just not safe feeling. but nvm i dont have to worry abt the boogeyman nemore =p lol lol!
bloody bm chart!

stupid sinks.

anyway. i think i mightve finally calmed down from the shock of well..... yeah. the shock and horror and terror and freaking outness. i would rant a lot more except i already ranted to a few ppl. should thank them for listening lol! ly, zulle, nat, darren. sorta neway lol! my sok soks. sighs. i still cant believe it! gosh. i guess you know, no strings attached now or nething, so i have lk no right to tell anyone hands off. so i guess i wont. but still. sighs. i mean, competition in studies i can sort of partially 1% deal with. but in this... i mean. i cant. gosh. and i mean, shes edi got lk 6 others on the list so just you know, sigh! i shall not say. i have calmed down. partially. but if you mention her name to me, i probly would start ranting. terribly much. so best not mention her name to me. hissy fits come naturally to me. hahah!! i feel damn insulting and bad wei!
anyway. so today. borrring. yawn. wtv man.
ohhh jun kit did his presentation. e wah was good. jun kit. well. put it this way. i feel asleep while he was talking. he talks as if he's a century old. century egg. pft. well i spose once you get over the initial yawning, if ure not asleep you learn a lot. i guess. zzz.
yesterday my dad took my sis and i to see this gym at hartamas? the gargantuan one? well yeah. i tell you some of the staff there are sooo gaaay. and the place was lk so not nice. music damn loud. the guy who showed us around was so pushy. he was chinese. had plasticy looking glasses. had odd chest-outish posture. had v short hair and was not a very good salesperson. was pushy times infinite. his name was vincent. ew. terrible being for a perfectly normal name. talk abt bad physical manifestation. i mean of the name. the guy in the gym. owie. i'm not making sense not am i. but i do make sense normally. really! when i'm not colliding into sinks that is!
shen jin. i am NOT rpp! pffft. a) i am not perverted b) i am not a poser c) i am not really perverted either! hmph!
okay. i need to get over it. toodles.

a day listening to bloody accents.

whee. cambridge exam today. stupid brit accents. scot accent rules all, non? lol! french! italian! wtv! saw jas today! but didnt get to talk much =( hahha. had to rush and all that. whee?
sister came bck yesterday. ie tons of fattening carbs. want any?
today i learnt that it takes me abt a week getting used to the brit accents. no wonder my vocabulary in UK comprises "yes auntie tc/te" "mmm...." and "mmhmm". ahahha. today i also learnt that there is a language called yiddish. did you know? i mean, how cool is that? "hi. my mother tongue is yiddish" but i wonder where the language comes frm. yid? =s
oh wait. today i learnt that cemp cheras is such a couples school. i mean, its gargantuan. gigantic. and half the classes are empty. there are so many corridors. its stupid if there are cameras in every corridor. theyd spend thousands on the thingys. then ppl to watch 1000000 tv screens at a shot? yuk.
and yeah.... conclusion : cemp cheras is a perfect couple school. lol. i feel lamee!!!!
today i also learnt that english teachers tend to have indianish accents. but then theyre indian so i'm not mking sense am i?
alrighty. i might not hv to miss the big splash!! i adore anne and her car which we are all hitchhiking? hjahhaha! gogo anne!
i have a blue black on my knee. proof that i am allergic to being zulle-nagged =p =p!! yes. that girl was nagging me and i tripped on the little footstool near the tap at the canteen and bham bham bhhhooooom. me collide into the sink. zulle laughing. owie? pofft. plight of the clumsy?
oh we were discussing boxers vs butthuggers. damn i feel horny talking abt this. i wont then! hahhaha!

totally humiliated

i know i have a huge load of hw calling my name, but i really, really hvae to get this out of my system. cos today? was nothign short of total humiliation and all. and i also realised how unfit i am. climbing the stairs made me huff and puff as tho i was 99 yrs old. and i'm not!
firstly, morning assembly. i get up.... and bump straight into ms tok. bam. whoops. sorry ms tok?! al and all applaud while laughing lk mad cows. =p ly comments that it takes a me to do some rubbish lk that.
weng whacks my head for sitting in his place. hard. owch. if i become retarded or insane or something lk that, pls find witnesses and sue weng k? if i have to suffer for that head whack he should too =D i think i lost abt 30 brain cells with that one whack. ow-ie my head hurts-ies.
i thought my humiliation-quota for the day was done after that. finito. no more humiliation pls? but noooooooooo................... i did not see anyone worth commenting abt until after school. and i almost missed my bus. so i had to run for it. and you know how i run dont you. well if you dont, i'll tell you. lk a chicken. green bag flopping, arms flapping, face flushed, total chicken. 100% more chicken than weng ever was his entire life. ew. oh.my.god. i could just die of the humiliation now. the trauma? dont spose i stand a chance now, even if i did once upon a time huh. byebye me. i think the only thing thatd humiliate me more in my state of mind now would be if i died and was found surrounded by crumbs of half eaten orangey nachos. sighs. sad. i wanna cry. i blame this on my lack of sleep last nite? can i? =D i couldnt sleep and a stupid mosquito kept buzzing in my ear and bit my face so many times last nite. so itchy and pain. have become a zyrtec(antihistamine, or however you spell it) druggie i guess. whee for me! oh wait i have a proper excuse for my appearing lk a retarded tanjung rambutan escapee. weng's head whack. grrrr! lol!! fine fine i know its me but still. sighs. you dont run in front of cute ppl!! at least, if you run anything lk me! its just NOT done. god. shoot me. please. but first let me find a nice outfit?
on the bright yet dim compared to proper bright side, i had a first proper conversation with ks today since the ummm disagreement? (understatement of the month) anyhow, i dont know if proper is the right word. he kept trying to describe graphically the obscene scenes of love actually, whihc according to him, is porn. its not, i tell you! its a chick flick. its got great music. if you dont wanna watch the uhmy parts of it, fast forward. thats what i did! oh, wait, ks would want to watch those parts wouldnt he =p most guys would lol. but i didnt lk the movie anyway so why am i defending it? oh i also attempted to get min de to buy me hp6 for my bday. somehow i dont think he's gonna. he should be saving money for his ummm..... crush anyway. hahah theres one way to get him to shut up. its by threatening to call her over. he;s not too diff from jun kit in that sense. junk shuts up the moment we threaten po leen-ness. except jun kit comes back 5 mins later with a comeback. usually "call la!" or "wht difference does it make?"=s
sighs. i still wanna cryyyyy. i feel so humiliated.

last breath of freedom.

sighs! i think i'm scared of change. i didnt want the hols to begin and now i dont want the hols to end.
bck to school tmrw. where the f3s are gonna have our noses properly grinded. hahah. where the teachers will wag their tongues MORE furiously abt our class... perhaps we've become more snooty and selfish over these (umm 14? 16? i dunno?) days. more kiasu maybe. or mayyybeeee they'll scold us for not studying. but i mean... sighs!! holidayness is to slack off right? but then, pmr i guess. but wth?! sighs!!! grg.
am now seriously freaking abt the sej sc geo tests looming up ahead of us. hmph, su lin's fault! i didnt studyyy!!! shiiiiiiiiiiit. =( how?! summore mrs ganesh hates me la! me=dead fish.
i love my cat shes gorgeous!
bought low fat ice cream today. vanilla. ew. they ran out of choc. nvm shall try it neway. my dads not allowed to eat full cream ice cream after he and my mom finished a whole tub of full cream one themselves. hahha. my healthy parents.
so sad ive got one book that i;ve yet to read! awwww. nvm can read at airport while waitng for ming. grrg.
my nose is itchy. i hope i'm not getting a pimple. !!!
i believe i believe i believe in you.

much ado abt nothing

todays lk the second last day of midyr holiday in a way. in a way it was the last day yesterday. wtv. i have finally finished my kh chart. hope hanan did better.
i realised, how much i wanted to get done this hol, and i didnt at all. so today i helped my mom wash the balcony!! i helped mop the floors, i wahed my own balcony.... and now i'm afraid i mightve gotten those hard skin thingys on your palm that nic yei told me abt.. nooooOOO. how to get rid of them? and oh, my mom was getting soooo exasperated with my lack of common sense in housework and i was getting so irritated with her constant expecting me to have that common sense? hahha
oh today my not-occupying-the-hse-neighbour was burning grass. v open major burning. totally freaked my parents and uncle out cos the hse has no water supply apparently. and plus, my uncle's into saving the environment! go trees!
alright. since its nearing the end of hols... i shall list my acheivements. yeah man! go me! hahhahah
1-ummm... finishing my hw!
2-listening to the radio. lol. lame eh? at least i have more songs on my comp now? =D
3-watched bridget jones two. i know i'm outdated.
4-gotten hooked on one tree hill again. uggh
5-gotten totally over chubby, class 4 obese!! whee for me?
6-had a first time of dinner at 12!! damn syok
7-i WILL clear my rrom tonite! serious. fine i'll TRY to at least.
8-totally fallen in love with many songs
9-gotten frekaed out by boogeyman stories.shiiit today i'm planning on sleeping before 12... what if the bump comes again?!
SO MUCH huh. lols. oh wait i;ve learnt how to cook a bit more. sorta. spaghetti ala weirdstyle and pork porridge and mushroom chicken and instant noodles with meat andand and...... hahha
but i need a manicure! or a mini one neway.
sighs. to school and upset with us teachers. on the bright side, mrs ganesh was too busy scolding us to give us hw hahhaha!
anyway. i have a few more bits of my goals-for-hols which i might be able to realise tonite, so i have to hurry i guess!

if i haver...

haahha i love this song!!!!! and i would walk 500 miles aghhahaha
anwyay, i think smoeone was stalking my house earlier.... a red car was sticking around my unoccupied neighbours hse for a few hours.... and then my neighbours house is freaking lighted! aaaah. we were all so freaked lk avoid going out of the hse!! ghost! summore i think abt 12ish every nite something bumps against my room door? so freaky, but have taken to not sleeping till way after 12 just to be safe... i guess watching the boogeyman had some effect on me hahha!!!even tho it was stupid. well. one perk of my sis being bck soon i guess. ohmygodicannotbelievei'mfreakingscaredofsleepingaloneintheroom! so humiliating. well in my defence, the steps are lk illuminated at night and i sleep facing them? and that outside my curtains light up every now and then and it looks lk all hallows eve? uggh! and the dumb lesb book still is haunting me-i can never tolerate the word affinity nemore.
lol. anyway, earlier on today i was talking to my sis and chatting to shen. then she went offline and then i realised one of my neighbours was watching chinese opera. i mean, whaaaaat?!?!?! that terrible opera with high pitched he-shes! anyway. yeah. my dogs didnt lk it any more than i did they started barking at the hse. so noisy!! hahha. summore my music. and i was home alone... aaah? hahhahaha!
anyway, went for instrument class. bumped into chuan. his lesson was after mine. he changed his hair i think. he was lk.... LONG TIME NO SEE!! and then he waved as he walked into the practice room. i was so stunned, i mean, the wave he gave me was lk.... the type of wave in the princess diaries? the one princess whateverhernameis had to learn? i was lk... whoa, the gayyyyness!! hahha. but in his defence he;s a nice guy la.
yawn. bored la. have had about zilch contact with ppl my age. bah.
tmrw gonna have piano lesson with the new teacher =( sighs. i found out i still hv to do my theory hw! i mean.... i thought.... sighs. =(
ohgosh. i love happy happy music! =) but why are some some lk so happy sounding, so upbeat, but if you listen to the lyrics, its cryable? grg! haahahhaha
its 22.42 and i havent eaten dinner. not hungry yet. hahaha. my moms lk gonna explode if i dont start tucking in soon i think =s but i'm not hungry!! uggh. metabolic issues =) the badnesss of hols?
todays lk in a way the last day of holiday. cos its a friday. what a depressing pov!! havent done my stupid kh chart! so damn lazy laaaa.
bck to school nxt week. gotta iron them uniformy thingys. forogt to dryclean tiff's (now being used my mee) blazer. typical huh. if i drycleaned it i bet i;d lose it. >(
hm. am i hungry yet?
i love this phrase, gives me a thrill, dunno why
beckon the sea, i'll come to thee.
shed seven tears, perchance seven years.
isnt it totally thrilling, somehow? am gonna seriously fall in love with the number seven i think. =p hahaha i'm laaaaaaaame.
if i never knew you.... if i nvr felt this love, i would nvr hv this feeling of how precious life can be....
dont that sound so... unromantic and saddening somehow? damn, am resorting to disney for entertainment? i dont even lk pocahontas! gosh. this is sad. staying at home is making me weirder.
i cant wait for my sis to be bck!!! 4 days! yayness!!!!
shoppingness
ooh my cat has just come and rubbed against my leg. so gorgy is my cat.
phantom planet is so good.
is it possible that we watch the premiere of hp4 the movie? pls? itd be fun! tom felton on biiig screen!
so bored. grg.
the other day i watched back again to the secret garden. its a 1999 movie, and one guy looked lk he could be about 16 now? mind, a cute 16yrold brit actor. so yeah. i waited for the end credits... guess his name! justin girdler! well naturally i googled him except one thiing. i misread his name and thought it was justin girdle. in my defence, i was not wearing glasses. well yeah. so i got a lot of porny results, which, pls note i skipped past them! sighs. and the justin girdler isnt even acting now nemore i think. totally zilch info abt him. but then again, with a surname so easily misread, i think i'd stop acting too. no off to the girdlers (i;ve found out that theres quite a big number of them out there too!). but then i sohuld speak should i? my name being the exact same as a character in an oldddd 1940-something 1920-something chinese movie about vampires? my character being played by feng ko ann (who is a he) and my character being a he. but how can an ann be a he? uggh! well yeah, girdlers a fine surname right! riiight.

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holidays are ending =( i feel so lazy to go bck to school... teachers and all. ew.
weng, if you want eurotrip, come and get it. that obscene movie would get me into trouble if my dad ever tried watching it. *pray he never sees it*
my ears are bruised from glasses-wearing. owch. so for two days i;ve been walking abt the hse glasses-less. lk a blind lab rat in other words. squinting. the only way i can see! =D
lost and found my statement of entry, whee.
the other day my dad got a summon for talking on the phone. first thing he did (after hanging up on the person on the other line, and sorting out stuff with the police) was to call my mom to complain. while driving. the lesson learnt was.... ? hahhaha!
anyway. i feel sakaii.
i love beverly hills the song. fine its oldish and overplayed but its nice, right?
sister coming home soon!!! yay. tax free goodies. =D. um. i mean, credit card!! no no, her presence. right!
the proclaimers - i would walk 500 miles- i think thats what the title is but then again i;m not sure =s. anwyay. its a good song. and future sister wedding song. hahah its freaky my sister was telling me that her frens all have planned the colour scheme for their wedding etc etc? i mean, surely it totally freaks their boyfriends? =s. odd, one day i might be lk that. planning for the future and all tht jazz. whack.
jade should be coming home in july i think. well thats what i think mildred told me when i asked her a few months ago. if my memory is good it might be accurate.cough! yay. in time for my bday!!!! lol.
yayness my bdays coming!! fine, in about 1-2 months, closer to 2 months time. but still! i have to get a list.
bday list :
1-7As in PMR
2-to go to phantom planet's concert. oh wait.. the premier for narnia the movie thingy? i think the guy acting peter should be a hunk right?
3-have a great voice lk those disney singers!
4-grow 4-5 inches, at least 3 inches (in height!!), lose an inch around the waist
5-max theriot, or tom felton. whee.
6-=) this ones personal and humiliating, and quite impossible? =)
7-.........................................................
sighs. i seem to want stuff that either is impossible, or that i;d have to WORK for. eeeeeeeeeeeks. conclusion : i need to be more materialistic. riiight. oh wait, i know, i do want a tv + sound system. and a radio. like i'm gna get that. =D i want to tour orkney islands. i wanna tour europe, i wanna see what gypsies are lk. oh i also want a perfect pair of jeans. which i;d have to shop for myself? nvm sis coming bck can shop pwheee!
can you hear something callnig my name? foood.
mushy green peas and lvoe!

the dating game

spent the whole day at home bumming. whee i can qualify to be a certified fat bummering person? nvm i make sense.
gosh. msia is so freaking hot laaaa.
my sis is coming bck soon!! yayness. she dsnt wanna come back tho. grg. if i were her i probly wouldnt. but then again, 3 months in summering uk? fine i dunno. pwhee.
its funny!! when i stretch my second toe, my whole right foot hurts. damn cool hahah!
i wish i could go watch a movie. but noooo. fine i'm sure my mom has her reasons. but i dont see them. i'm not sure if i want to too, i mean, seeing her as the Big Bad Wolf is a lot easier on my conscience =p
you know what? haydn christensen is slightly hot. better than danny!! hahhah!!! wheee.
uggggggh. i slept a lot today. this hol my shedule consists mainly of sleeping and eating. sad. gna put on the baggage and bwhoooosh. choi knock wood.
i still hv my kh chart to do. sucks man.
why does it hurt my foot? should it? wait, should i even be playing about and stretching my toes =s. well not really stretching. its stretching my second toe with my big toe. nvm i'll shut up now.
i realise how domesticated my dad has become. he found star wars boring. i eman, it was quite interesting but then since he walked off and didnt pause the dvd i decided that bridget jones would be more interesting? so that means i have watched abt 10 mins of star wars. stupid tv. myths are so cool! but they blurrify the line between fantasy and reality. kinda. dont you think?
is it better to love and feel loss or to never love? just curious! its cool. nvm i'll shut up now.
i regret not watching stairway to heaven la! oh weeell.
today. i shall be a bum for life. sad. i adore disney songs! oh the other day my dad was saying, something abt disney making x-rated films and getting terribly critised abt it? =s.
did you know that a cockroach passes gas once every 15 mins? i think that was the correct statement neway. i forgot. been a long time since i looked at that bored page. riiight.
good charlotte is having a concert in spore july 12 i think. weekday =( so crappy man! my sis dsnt care abt good charlotte, and ohmygodifiwentwithmyparents...... ew? lol! they;d be lk "why so noisy?" "you call this MUSIC?!? *&%#$@!" or worse, my dad might like it and dance along. gag!
my dads blood pressure has gone up. mom thinks its cos of all the cream he ate last last month in perth. whole blob on a scone. yuck! anyway, so shes not letting him eat anymore full cream ice cream thingy. which we have a tub of in the freezer. shes trying to get ME to eat it. errrrrrrrr. riiiight. i happily rubbed it in both of their faces that i of all ppl had the discipline to not touch any of it. and then i went and bought a cornetto in mobil. hm. i dont think my point got across. aih! boasting does not pay!
fine i WILL shut up.

the true meaning of cleavage

wheee i wanna watch grease laaaa... why my tv tak bercooperating?!
i loveeeeeee happy happy music
i have to clear my room up a bit. tmrw ppl coming in to do repair works upstairs. sighs. you know what that means? that i have to get up EARLY. cos somehow these crazy repairingish ppl start work early.urgh. ugh. bloody stairs.
my dad has dlded this song by shirley temple. eeeeeeeeeeeeeks!
schools lk nxt week? crap, havent returned my cousins sleeping bag yet =s. i wonder if he has MY sleeping bag, which was lk totally better quality? hmmmph. i dont spose he would appreciate me barging in and sifting thru his stuff? =s or demanding that i get to see all his sleeping bags. pfft.
anyway, today was sposed to go shopping, something came up tho =( yerrrness!!
my sister coming bck soon. i was so happy imagining all my shopping coming off her credit card. when suddenly i remembered........ she never brings any money out with her in msia. totally zilch. i mean!! sigh! will pack her credit card for her then =)
=) =)
today siesta-ed twice?! crazy man i'm getting lazier and fatter!!! pffft!!! pls fat, not the thighs or waist. or face. esp not the nose. just height, and figureness. sighs!!!
am addicted to chipsmore. worse addiction than strepsils la.. must stop!!! =D
the other i was talking to my mom. she was telling me her childhood story and experience in a family farm... it was so cool her eyes were lk brightening up i didnt have the heart to tell her that i was more interested in sleeping than listening... =p eventually i actually listened properly. quite cool.
oh gosh NOTHING is happening to me i'm just sitting at home bumming!!! garh! terrible i tell you. hmmmph!
disney songs are good. i wanna be able to sing lk those crazy chun chun ppl who sing them!! ohdearyme i'm starting to LIKE sappy stuff. =s =s =s =s. lol! when did that happen man?!
ohkaaayyy.................
summerland at 11.10!! yesss! max theriot's hotter than jmac tho =p. but asian guys can be cuter too. cooly eh? awwwww i remember when ly lked ryan cooley!!! she'd go COOLEY all the time!! then she found the real pic of him and there went her star crush on him into the drain LOL! and jade and her loved jake thomas!!! aww i miss jadey baby... and the funny videos on zulles hp. gosh! =)
me need gossip. me want gossip. me get gossip? =(

aurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh

home quarantine = fatal after a long time.
zulle = silly dolt who made me realise my blurness by the dumb mind challenging brain twister thingy. BAH!!!!!!! but apparently the longer you take, the SMARTER you are. hell, i'm a prodigy then. bah, humbug.
i finally got it. after lk ummmmmm 3?4?5? hours of trying to figure it out. yes i am apparently *more* smarter than bill gates! HAH, take that!! lol
well not that i believe it... i think the genius part is actually the REVENGE of the notsoobservant ppl hahahah.
when i finally got it.... i checked with zulle.... and she was lk YES!! FINALLY...
lol. fine i was SO SO blur, i admit. =D
i feel lk singing.
its exactly 0000 hours now... the the *oomph* hour. fine i feel stupid. i'll shut up now!
i'm sure i had a lot to blab about. but i forogt what. i'm in the forgetful mood i spose. wheee!!!
watched the boogeyman. confusingness?
wanted to watch moulin rouge. tv not cooperating.
the other day, to my horror i actually found myself telling my parents that i did not want astro....... ohmygosh i am becoming a paranoia crazed person lk my sister was. but i insist on a new tv pls. current tv is good for releasing pent up anger, but not for watching.
ohhh the other day, in bsc, i saw zhuo ren(i think it was him. but i dont know his face well, so, maybe not. oh i;m not sure if i got the spelling right. the chess guy in f1 who's representing some state or country thingy?) kissing his little sister!! so lovingly and all that. well i think it was his little sister. i hope so. for his sake, and for all the 5-9 year old kids about. =p. i think it was his sister. but it was such an adorable sight... i mean, it was! thank goodness he didnt see me i was carrying two boxes of dunkin donuts. in my defence, i barely ate two donuts! one box given to my uncles friends and my parents absorbed quite a big bit of the donuts. oh well, healthy eating!
anyway!!!!!!!!!!!!
tmrw i actually want to do SOME work! i shall....... shop. mop. shop. eat. ummmmm... finish my hw. HAHAHHAHAHA!!! riiiiight.
hyperness. sleepyness. both. bizarre huh? but it feels good.

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yes i am lame and no i cannot help it. staying at home is lk..... aurrrrgh. i can almost get high when i walk into times. if i went to lk, klcc, who knows? maybe i'd get beyond high and faint. fascinating huh? wheee!!!!
my sisters coming bck soon!!! cant wait. i think.
my cat spoilt my nice relatively-new shorts. or tried to. meannya.
orkney!!
havent spoken to zulle or ly, or any classmates as a matter of fact, for a really long time.i feel out of the loop! i need girly gossip. dont you? whee!
bored. bored. boredest!!!!!
boomshakala midsummers night dreaaaam.
mx, michael vartan = so mine. =)
never been kissed is such a good sap story. but ten things def the best, non? joseph gordon levitt? =D
i wonder if myths are really just stories... i mean they mightve originated from truth, right? riiiight? fine i dont know. but it'd be nice if they were real.
very boreddd la!

hotel california

i. need. to. get. out.
am becoming incredibly lame its dangerous. seriously, it is.
even spent about an hour in times today reading? heck, in my defence it was a good bk. seven tears into the sea. i wanna try. dont you dont you?
anyway, yesterday we ate at dynasty! was so stuffed. blarrrrrrrgh... hahha! oh well.
so bored la!!
today i tried watching boogeyman. yes i know i'm lame, i cant help it! anwyya, i was scared shitless..... then my tv stopped working. so i closed my eyes.... my eyes onyl opened 3 hrs later? lol! me = bummer.
anyway. i feel boreeed.
i neeeeeeed to buy that book. its such a feel good book.
i feel so impressed with bryan. f1cemps little braboy. the one jade and zulle used to bully while we happily obliged! so chun!! congratsnya!
nothing happened today. very boring.

bladebla

exceedingly bored today
had a weird dream. dont remember abt what tho. weiird. i must stop oversleeping. have been getting so the many weird weird dreams.
have put on a LOT of errrrm.... extra baggage. ='( another inch on my neck! and waist!! gonna be the first in my family with double chin!! diee!!! nvm, i'll somehow get my bum off this chair and do some exercise.... really, i will. cos i have no discipline.
citizen girl is NOT half as good as bergdorf blondes. but i dont know what happened in the middle anywya it got boooring.
badai di hati is a stupid book. the girl (natilly, not natalie. i guess the author wanted to be different, but then for the first 50 pgs of the book i thought her name was natatilly. dont ask. i was wondering why it looked lk nata de coco too. and i only realised after reading the last page that it was baDai not baLai. why did i buy a book imagining a roomy thingy thing in a girls heart?) accepts a proposal from an ass of a man, turning down a proposal from her cousin, who is told to take care of her and her bro should her father die. her father dies. pernikahan postponed. brother is slightly nuts after fathers death. pernikahan happens. brother sent to sek asrama. husband jailed for owning brothel. she goes back to kampung. kampung ppl have formulated theories that shes an immoral being etc etc. cousin helps clear her (and her bro) name. late nite, she wakes cousin up. somethings wrong with the bro. they have to go to the hospital cos of brother. guy drives. hes sleepy. halfway he needs a rest. so they rest. he gets out of control and rapes the girl. cue : i close the bk to rest my mind. then i skip at least 20.... 40 pgs away from that pg i was reading. i read the end. pwheeee. lousy bk.

boring boring boring!!!!
yesterday i bought a shirt tho!
i need to get air. other than this home on the main road air. eeew? =P.
ohmygosh hw! i happily forgot for a while. =(
stupid trip to art gallery. now we have to write about it. when the only thing i remember abt it was the KFC part and ks raping the bun. and jk bonding with the yung(/jung/i admit i'm not sure how to spell!) jyn gang. =s. what am i going to write about?! the gorgeousness and interestingness of looking at pix of notsoyoungorcute royalties. riiiight. why couldnt tom felton be a royalty of saayyyy, perak?