i am woman, i am invincible, i am tired. the little overacheiving me....

mwhahahahahahah. as of today, i, fong kah ann, have STARTED WRAPPING SCHOOLBOOKS!! *wipes tear away solemnly* ah the little overacheiving me hm? lol. ignore the fact everyone probly did theirs ages ago??
hahah oh dera. i need new stationery. i need to grow lk another 7 inches too. OH CRAP. MY ESSAY!!!! shit. shit. shit. shit. shit. nvm. i;ll work on it. later. hahaha me the queen of procrastinators. sue me. secondly dont.
read this really gorgy book!!! by elizabeth gaskell. north and south. damn good. i notice i only like books with some romance in them. and always fictional. i have to work on my reading repetoire? lol.
i am bored and since i have nothing else to do i shall describe my xmas presents. i got ummmmm a beautiful nike spaghetti strap- is GORGEOUS!!!!. and i got this shirt that says jdi perfectly. and OOH!! i got this shirt that says 'boys are stupid. throw rocks at them'. now, that is a gorgeous slogan, no? hahhah then got this bracelet thingy thing. and ooh.... DRUMROLL!!!!!!!!!!!!! mwahaha. i got a JESSE MCCARTNEY CD!!! wheee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D=D=D=D=D=D=D. i absolutely love jesse mccartney *drool*
ahhahaa
well i'm materialistic? guilty as charged i spose lol!
haha
well i noe what couldve made my xmas better, but........... i dunno. guess i'm pretty content with my xmas!!
my parents very mega traumatised about the earthquake tsunami thingy. i guess its really scary and all. but i;m ummm mirage and it would be mega hypocritical if i go on about how it affects me bla dee bla. bcos honestly, i slept thru the whole thing ="( i mean, its sad and all, but sometimes the way ppl say it, i dunno. hehe? but i have to say, i;m a coward, i;d rather have been one of the ppl swept away than just to watch helplessly. hehe. ah well. forget i said anything.
just imagine. school is lk what? next monday? oh crap! i have piano on sat. 4 more theory papers to do. ah well.... i have wednesday. and thurs. and friday. to do them. as i said, procrastinator? =)
i just remembered. i havent finished wrapping my school bks. ahh. fun. NOT.
oh dear i have to wash my bags
search for ym uniform.
SHOES! i havent bought my shoes!!! my old new ones are spoilt!
now, where did i put my newly bought uniform?
ummm..... umm?
at least i have my smartcard rite?

i hate the commonwealth essay

my essay officially sucks. yippee for me. NOT.
its so mega screwy i cant even write another one. i hate writing the bloody fucking essay. pardon my beautiful language.
urgh i hate the stupid thing!! why do we have to wwrite it???
ah i dont give shit i shall not rewrite it unless inspiration comes. i mean, my main ideal is for ms selvi to like it and mark me high on the midsem rite? but there's like, 0% possibility of that happening, so to hell with that notion. worse come to worse, i'll just fail english, mid sem 1. i'd cry then, but hell, i cant seem to do anything now. i dont see why its so hard for my mum to grasp the concept of my loving to read but hating to write. my writing hates me, the feeling is mutual. i'm not my sister! thats seems to be the biggest fact my mum cant accept. i envy my sister on her writing skills, i really do.
ah who gives a damn. its not like ms selvi would like my essay even if i changed it. i guess.
worse come to worse i drop class. so i shall look on the bright side. i shall not have to listen to my mum if i dropped class. ie i'll get a tattoo. probly get steroid cream to improve my skin. buy those mints i never got the gut to buy. quit piano and theory. and walk up to bsc and take buses to malls. and i wouldnt study at all. nd maybe i'd transfer to gov school near my hse. hell that sounds good, no?
haha i think ranting does me goood i feel positively happier!

boredom is not productive

i am so so so bored.
bored. bored bored bored
hehe hols are ending soon though. i dont want them to end but i want them to. i want to have full blown gawking and joking with my frens but i dont want f3 work. urgh. hehe.
my sisters coming back on monday!!!! yayness!!! hehe. finally get to SHOP.
i hate staying at home nowadays. all i do is use the comp while my lungs get fuller and fuller of dust. thanks to the renovation, i think my house is more polluted than the road outside. boyo is that saying something.
hahaha oh yeah the other day the ppl accidentally plastered up the spotlight when doing the plaster ceiling. hehe my uncle was seriously pissed.
hmm. yesterday (or the day b4) went shopping with my mum and uncle for lights at this warehouse place. it was the first time i have stepped into jin jang and realised it. a historical event in my uneventful life.
i miss my frens!!! arrrRRRgh. dont care, when my sister comes back i am going to insist on shopping loads. i mean. ummm. i need xmas pressies? hehe. oh yeah, i need christmas wishlists!!! hehe i need them ever so desperately as i am a horrible present shopper. i;d buy everyone what I want but not everyone wants what i do!!!! hehehe
my sister is coming back!!
i was thinking.
*dont faint, i CAN think sometimes!!(just dont expect deep thoughts.*
well yeah
i mean
if next yr ms selvi teaches english, will i have to endure another year of being called kah URN and "li-yians leech"?
if next yr mr shong teaches us sej will i fail??
if next yr cik rani teaches us bm. i will fail. the woman hates me and my art!!! (not my fault. some of us - mainly me - arent very artistically gifted!!!)
i have gotten 2 new pimples!is it not crazy that the pimples are located like right smack in the middle of my currently flaky dry skin? unfair i say. thank goodness its hols!! hehe
commonwealth essay yikes! i havent done. oh someone do mine for me and be an angel.
i havent paid school fees yet. shall pay on monday. thank mei xien i even found out my fees! i lost the paper. hm. havent bought bks yet! ah well.
ooooh roshans coming back to msia later this year. we have to go out. if i can get my unofficial-but-more-strictly-enforced-house-arrest lifted. haha yeah if i can we must go out shopping and movie. and lunch.
haha. i miss seeing the ppl in our school!