of drunks and hunks

lets see. just came back from an emotionally exhausting dinner-cum-family-gossip.
just in case this isnt obvious, that equals HELLISH ORDEAL SUCKY NITE.
lets see, first we had dinner at eight
then the wrinklies of the table decided to pop by a pre-wedding dinner tonite. let me summarize:old cat fights relived, insulting matches carried out, and hell for me.
hahaha
oh tomorrow i have a wedding dinner
horrid horrid horrid horrid horrid
probly my cousin wont even be there
i mean
i hate his oblivion to personal space
but i was the ONLY person tonite who was between the age group of 10-15 yrs.
but i cant wait for tomorrow
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hahah
today met jade (hehehehehhehehehhehe (me=angel??))
turns out, our mums share thoughts on our state of fitness (though jade is so skinny i am so jealous) and are trying to get us to exercise.
and the healthy food bit. lol.
jesse mccartneys songs ROCK. esp that was then. oh the best is because u live. but get ur shine on is good, so is the best day of my life, and whats ur name, and take ur sweet time, and good life, and OH how could i forget the stupid things?! and why is love so hard to find...
but i still think because u live is the best. its kinda shallow i spose, but heck, am i deep? nah. bum odds. i'm about as deep as a reflection of a puddle or water on the road, or even a mirage...=p embrace it, no point fighting it

well today i learnt
from my uncle(BEFORE he got drunk) : u either have to marry a "wimp" or a "top gun" and 50/50, neither work. also apparently i must go to concorde college to get a malaysian boyfren, since mat salleh boys have no cash. also that on my uncles first date he got my auntie to push his car. turns out y he always drove her to school? so she would push the car to start. it doesnt start otherwise. she married him. no comment.
from my uncle AFTER he got drunk : the best thing to do is to get married to a rich guy. and that men "have to be dominating." pah.
altogether from uncle: i will never marry. i will date, and if the guy EVER asks me to push his car, he's as good as dumped. only acceptable if we are lost in a forest with noone around, and even then, heck if his sense of direction is THAT bad... byebye.
from one of my many granduncles : always be content with urself. as the chinese saying goes *this is omitted since heck, i cant pronounce it, wat more REMEMBER it...* and it means in english, "when you are in battle, you can only win if you know your capabilities AND your enemies capabilities" or something to that effect. i was trying to read my story k?! not my fault i didnt listen with rapt attention!!! =p
from the wee little kid prancing about and bugging the hell out of me when i was reading : 1.little kids like mickey mouse pin-to-ur-shirts-thingys. a LOT. when its pinned to their chest, they show it off to everyone. 2.never expect to read in peace near a little kid-they believe they are the cutest and deserve to know what your book is about, and demand whether it has pictures. well not that i ignored her completely.... just the only thing comprehensible she said was "picture" and i was lk NO. before grabbing my book away. 3.turning on the tv for the little kid? dont be stupid. first they bug you to turn it on, then when u turn it on, they ask u to change the channel. nah. ignore.

it feels lk ages

i was looking thru photos of me and sis and all in UK. it feels lk forever since i was the blubbering freak with swollen eyes and a red clowns nose in heathrow. and even longer since i was sitting for mid sems2. i dont wanna leave f2, i dont. dont make me mummy mummy. lol.
frank sinatra is good. so is louis armstrong. yum yum.
been on the net for over 3 hrs. hols are boring. can u imagine i'm actually looking fwd to cameron highlands even though itd be with my weird cousin? shudders!
have been learning to develop better philosophy. if *cookie* doesnt lk me, his loss. rite? rite. i learn from jade.... hehehe.
hols are boring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boringboring boring

holidays!!=(

lala. the one good thing about holidays is that i get to wake up late. lala.
i have decided to be grateful for everything i have.
lk my clothes! (so i noe i'm shallow...), lk my school, my family, my friends, my house, my not disabled-ity,my headhair (wats left of it after the horsetail got chopped it.), my skin(at least it covers my internal orgas, rite?rite.), um. my legs, arms, hands, height (?!), allowance...(=D), oh!!! i'm grateful to microsoft for msger, um grateful to whoever invented fan, and AIRCOND! and cars and computers.and books. and novels.okay this is stupid i'm gonna stop.
read wuthering heights. i love it its so nice!!!
it makes me wonder how much vengeance humans have. hehe. i love hareton!

its sad, thats what. sad.

last day of school. migod i'm sad.
the last of the twins, azrul, and tai yang. isnt it sad? four ppl leaving class in one yr. and the twins were good harimau swimmers, though lacking v mega much in hse spirit...
='(!!!!!
it seems lk not long ago that jade and i were online dreading the first day of school. wat happened? how did i suddenly face the prospect of the last day of school???
hahah
jade and i have found in each other (wait, that sounds wrong.) a passion for... HEXIC. its a nice game, really.
today watched the guys play water polo. i would give a proper commentary on their bodies for everyone else's sake (benefit. i mean, benefit), but i think i'd be teased to death about it. as such i shall refrain. did u noe wen jun has abs?! alrite. i shall refrain. weng sheng is so skinny! i shall refrain. i think voon has abs. fine i didnt stare that long. i shall refrain.

='(bawling kid='(

haha i'm gonna miss school. i'm such a nerd. heck. i'm gonna miss my classmates etc.

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i have said bbyebye to my long hair. hello to short hair =3
its horribly sad to imagine that the twins azrul and tai yang are gonna lk leave cempaka. its so terribly sad. and its horrible to think, next yr we'll be in f3! i mean, to me it feels lk i've been in f2 so long. and though i've hated parts of it and loved some, i'm just scared to leave it and go f3! no! i cant believe its yr end. its terribly terrorly scary, sad, blearghy. and everyones gonig overseas! i wonder how many of us will be left by the time were in f5. dont go ppl!!
today. we swam! syok man ;) i played risk. have discovered i am a lousy risk player. i mean, risk goes against so many moral values (lk keserdehanaan[dont eyes other ppls countries],perpaduan [world peace between leaders. wait. i guess its most peaceful when everything in ordered about by one person, but now, the rakyat wouldnt be happy, would they?]) , and u noe how moralic (um!) i am!!! so i have declared risk a game that encourages violence in little kids. and sadisticness. looking at little kids nowadays, esp those who push me about in the canteen even though theyre actually SHORTER than me, and thats saying something, i think they play hell a lot of risk!
aw, i dont want the ppl in our class to split up, i dont want them to go overseas. why must they?!

hmhmmmmmmm

ladila
schools almost over. how sad is that. =(
anyway
u noe wat i did on friday? i broke lys glasses. now if that wasnt enough to make me feel lk a sorry pig, lys mum sure secured my feeling that. she wouldnt let me pay her back!!!!
anyway, to continue on my plight of self misery
i cut my hair. short. shorter than my hairdressers. he, yes HE is a MALE. with LONGER hair than me.
u noe how mothers can have intuition? mine did. she told me NOT to cut my hair. which made me want to cut it even more. so now she only smirks at me while i whine. she made me keep my hair btw.
anyway, this is how my hairdresser cut my hair. step 1:he ties it into a ponytail;step2: he takes a scissors. SCENE 3: i am tempted to shriek NOOOOOOO; scene 4:ka's head feels light. hairdresser c happily plonks a chopped off ponytail on the table in front of me. ka stares, transfixed in horror. hairdresser smiles, There, your hair, as he continues chopping away
the ad of the LONG HAIRED girl next to my mirror? that did SO NOT help.
ooh. after that i tries on contacts. 1 hour to get them in and out. haha. thats one sad case mun.
anyway, my hair looks worse today. its FLAAAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arrrrgh!! ='(

haha

today. um. erm. today. today was report card day
parents didnt come
but anyway got bored so went to jades (i luv u jade!!!!)
read her blog. n pikkies. am siding pik kaye in her rebuttal against kai shengs rebuttal ;)
oh
we watched two scary movies.deep water (was that was it was called? i didnt really remember, senses get numbed when u sit watching a pointless show for a while...) and the ring. the ring was good!!!! (hahaha i noe i'm jakun) scary, but hell, it was good. deep watever-it-was was not so good. not good. the most traumatising thing in it was.... well.... nvm. ask jade
then after that we used her comp
did i mention that fighting with ly over the keyboard is a bad idea? my palms hurt. ly if ure reading this, u need to cut ur nails =P
now
i want to play the cute little panda game i saw on her comp. but i have no idea wat web add it was!!!! aRRRgh!
and did i mention. jade. liyian. tara. u seriously dont need to big-ify weng shengs head. its too big the way it is naywya.
and its lk
for heavens sake i talk to him bcos hes the only guy who talks properly online. and in the same class. garh. and he talks more than some girls do online anyway.
hahaha
kai sheng was lk asking for ly all the time when we were using jades comp (take note, jade, pk, more points for ur rebuttal of his rebuttal)
and kai seng really should use some of jades tips =P. esp the slick back thingy
ohohoh
there was sonmehitng else i wanted to say but i forgot what.
hm.
ooh
after watching the stupid shark moviei dont think i'm ever gonna go diving. it was a tres stupid movie, but a lot of after effects. but the ring, now that. ly went to the bathroom after that and was scared. so guan waited for her outside by the steps and i waited all the way down the landing there so guan could see me and still not be ditching ly.
argh. tomorrow got westpac awards thingy. all the way in cheras.
pn farah called my mum (shows how desperate she was)
btw my mum was quite pissed i didnt even tell her about the meant to be one last sun in kajang. whoops?
so now shes got me nailed. i cant go cheras tomorrow cos she told pn farah i'm going with my dad to collect this award thingy on behalf of my sister. ARRRGRRHHHHHH.
damn.
hoity toit time.